FUNERALROMANCE

Hidden Track Romance

2012-02-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

Chunji is on Hidden Track Romance on Mnet! I love him to death but the show was boring and it was downright fake! Maybe sweet at some parts but nothing too heart breaking! Honestly, i didn't even cringe a lot when i watch! I want to! But it was nice seeing him treating a girl right!

Anyway! Exams is in three weeks and i've been studying well! I'm working too on weekends and it's been tiring but oh well! I'm not complaining since i'll have extra cash on my hands! Teen Top's been doing good popularity wise i guess!

I'm tired and i have to get back to learning korean! I'm damn tired :( Goodbye and takecare!

Quick one

2012-01-19T00:25:00.002+08:00

CAP had to apologise for something he didn't do wrong or say wrong. It's just how people see things. Everyone see things differently and what he said is being misinterpreted by some bitches and they decided to spread the news around and get people to believe what their perception is. I hate that he have to suffer from this. No wonder we have to study CQ in school! Bitches don't study tsk.

My heart hurts for him but oh well it's just one of those controversy which people will forget quickly.

I'm tired! Goodnight!

Your Guardian Angel

2012-01-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

I just got done reading My Guardian Angel and it's a good book.

I've not read in the longest time ever and i miss every single bit of it. I remember indulging myself in books every single night and making it a point to finish one every single night. I had no life! But it feels good y'know why? You can just indulge in the book and just escape from reality (at least for a while). You're actually playing the main character and sometimes, emotions get to you. I admit, i've cried a few times while reading.

Last time, i wonder a lot why people don't like to read. Because i used to read every single day but now that i've been on hiatus from reading for a while i realise that people tend to be busy with other stuff so they simply just don't have time to read. Not that they hate it or anything (Oh well, maybe some people might hate it).

Today school was fine. Had math lecture for an hour only because he went through the topics with us already. He's going to fast i think! I can't catch up :( But i'll try and work hard to make up for my slowness. And then we have DEL tutorial for an hour. He takes an hour to explain one question and that one hour i can finish up almost 4 DEL questions. Sigh! Then i went home and totally skipped AEL lecture. I simply do not have the intention of going for that class! Went for track instead and the training was short because over the weekends some trackers have a mini competition or something! Best of luck for them <3

I'm going to get updated on Teen Top now! Oh and talking about them i received their albums yesterday! A total of 6 albums! And i got 3 Changjo photocards, 1 Niel, 1 L.Joe and 1 Chunji! Awesome, at least i got Chunji but fuck i didn't get Ricky! Damn bummed :(

Ok i'll go now since i have FBC recruitment camp tomorrow <3 Love~

2nd Week of Comeback

2012-01-12T23:00:00.005+08:00

The boys comeback on Mnet Countdown!

They didn't win anything since they're #6! I'm proud but we fans could've done much better to fulfill their wishes. It sucks that Loen is not distributing the digital rights for international sales. Then what do international fans do? Sit and watch the boys? Yeah we can buy more albums but that'll burn our pockets! Digital are way cheaper! I cried when i heard this, i felt so helpless like I didn't do well enough for the boys but i know it's not really our fault. Oh well, let them big ass group shine! Y'know, it's not about the song anymore, it's all about how large the fandom is. Crazy is an awesome song, how can people not love it? It's damn upbeat and addictive just like any clubby song! Maybe it's just me? I honestly don't think so. Oh well, i really dont know!

So school's been really busy these days what more with track! I will reach home almost 10pm everyday! I keep up with updates but soon i will just not update myself a lot since exams are coming really soon! I keep telling myself this...Oh well! Goodbye and goodnight!

Fantasy

2012-01-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

You know the feeling of loving someone so much it hurts? There's always the cliche question of 'Would you rather be loved but never love, or love but never be loved?'.

My honest answer to this question is to love. It doesn't matter if the person doesn't reply your love and loving someone is the best feeling you can ever have. Just a smile on their face and it really makes your day. I'm madly in love with someone i've not really met properly and probably doesn't know of my existence. People may call me crazy, retarded and obsessive but the truth is that it doesn't matter. They are not in my position to feel how i feel. The feeling is good but sometimes to overwhelming.

These days, i feel hurt. I've gone to the extend of being hurt when in fact the other party doesn't even know it's hurting me. Your perfection hurts. I love you so much, i wanna shower you with so much love and just hug you and never let go. Knowing the fact that it will not happen just...saddens me a lot. You guys will never know the feeling i swear.

This post is pretty pointless because i will just come across as someone retarded but i need to let this off somewhere. Head over heels over someone who doesn't know of your existence.

Oh right, i'll just go off now!

Teen Top's 2nd Mini Album - It's

2012-01-06T02:01:00.001+08:00

Teen Top just released this just now! They're now back with It's, title song Crazy! I am very proud of this comeback because everyone grew up a lot and well. Comparing them to Clap days, you'll be surprised at how much these boys have grown! I'm glad i got to know them because they've been a great blessing in my life. Though i spend a lot, i don't mind! I'm happy and if you don't spend your money will you ever know what it's actually worth? No.

Honestly, this is a great track. It's very catchy and there's a generous amount of English in the song! Since K-pop have gone international i personally feel it's awesome. Everyone can relate to the song! and sing a lot during the English parts too!

I have to get back to my work now but yeah Teen Top is awesome! Bye~

Happy New Year

2012-01-06T01:43:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!

I've been wanting to blog since the new year's but i didn't find time for it! Too busy waiting for Teen Top's comeback and finishing up last-minute essays! Right now, i'm even rushing my DEL project! I haven't even touched on the theory, i'm just doing research since i want to use the computer!

Let me rant on 2011 a little.

2011 has been a really great and eventful year for me. A lot of things happened in just one year. I mean like sure, one year is quite long but a lot of things happened. And i probably spend a lot too, more then ever! And i didn't have any major exams to focus on or anything so i had a lot of freedom!

First we start the new year with work! I worked the first 4 months of the year. It was quite sad leaving Grand Hyatt because 4 months may be an awfully short time for work but i made a lot of great friends there! I love them all a lot and i still do to this day! The pinoys bellman, the part-timers bell man, doorman and all! Sigh, i miss them just talking about it! I remember Yuri but she left in mid-March! And then one Cel also left but i heard she came back? I'm not sure but i'll treasure all that! We're all friends on facebook which makes it a lot better!

Next school starts and though it wasn't a good start (I thought everyone in my class was an asshole because they were awfully quiet not that i'm any better) but it got a lot better as the semester pass by because we became very close! School was very tiring because we don't have a fixed schedule. The modules was quite tough and i study quite hard for all of them. In mid July (15 July) to be exact was the first time i saw Teen Top! It was a blessful experience! I love every minute of it. Oh before that i attended a concert on 19 April (Justin Bieber) and 9 May (Avril Lavigne). They were good but i wasn't very impressed like i was with Green Day but i'm glad i saw them live! Teen Top was great on stage and i met a great Thai Angel, Emi! I was with her throughout everything and she's really kind so i'm glad! Unfortunately, they had to rush back after KMW because they are scheduled for their comeback very soon!

And so Semester one ends! But it wasn't over there for me, no break! I was accepted for Overseas Immersion Programme in China! It was the best experience of my life. Before the trip, i only knew 4 people (Syafiqah, Mardhiyyah and Stephanie) but after the trip i made a lot of great friends. The experience there is one which money can't buy. We learn to be independent and surviving in China as a Muslim is really difficult but with the help of Stephanie who can converse in Chinese well, we managed to get to eat a lot of good food! Halal! It's called 'Qin Zheng' in China. Glad i signed up for the trip and got accepted. We even had to juggle 2 modules there. Having our tests and exams :) But Mr Seng was a great mentor and very flexible. Shopping was great and going to Beijing with only the group was a good experience too! Sigh, i really really miss those times there. It's like i'm living in a fantasy. Hazim was a great companion and without him we'd probably can't travel anywhere since we need a guy with us all the time! Weather was cooling too unlike Singapore. We met other international students like Korean, Russian, Thai and Indonesian! Studying overseas is really a breathtaking experience! I will definitely visit that place again someday. Tianjin!

Came back and Hari Raya was over. We only had 9 days left of the holidays! Made the best out of it and back to school! By then it was already October and i think Semester 2.1 was quite okay! Didn't sleep in class as much as i did in Semester 1. In November, i went for Sundown Festival and it was the second time i saw Teen Top. This time, i took stalker van and booked a room in the hotel. Oh hell yeah, it was all worth my money! And then we had our tests which i guess i studied very hard for! And i got a part-time job as stewarding. It wasn't very new to me but i'm glad i experienced hardship before! Maybe it's not that hard compared to other part of the world, but still!

And then in late December, i went for Block B's showcase which was totally unexpected! Oh well, it was awesome and they were great live!

That gladly summed up my year!

Timeline

<19 April> Justin Bieber's concert - $198
<9 May> Avril Lavigne's concert - $145
<15 July> Korean Music Wave - $285
<1 September - 8 October> Tianjin, China OIP
<26 November> Sundown Festival - $148
<29 December> Block B Showcase - $60

That's the amount i spent on concert in 2011! I probably spent a lot more especially for Sundown Festival and Teen Top's merchandise!

Happy new year and may god bless everyone!

Glad i made this new year post! <3

Common Test Week

2011-12-14T23:52:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired from studying! I've been studying a hell lot these days since it's the common test week! Been re-doing the same questions for BioPhysics that my brain is about to burst. Oh well, i really needa score well for this one! And the past two papers have had no mercy on us at all! Pointless doing the past year papers since it's absolutely one of the hardest papers over the years to me. Can't believe it i find it difficult after the amount of studying i've put into! More than last semester because i really need to get my grades up this semester! Damn i need a miracle to happen!

Anyway, been listening to Boyfriend - I'll be there for quite a lot these days! I don't get it, they've got a lot of anti-fans. And one of the highest ranked anti-fancafe. Life's like that! I better get back to BioPhysics now!

Jalja yo~~

Secret Life

2011-12-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

I am fucked up...

I don't think it's me but i won't say harsh words about them.
It's a need not a want. No one in this world ever understand this and no ever will.
You know in life, you can depend on no one but yourself.
I live on that saying now. I've been through real bad times and the only person i can count on?

Me! You think i have a lot of money but you don't know. You think i spend all my money saving up for rainy days but you have no idea. The life that i'm living, you don't know. I may look normal but you have no clue. And that's because you don't understand. You don't give me space to do stuff like this. You think that you can prevent me from doing all these things but i'm old enough. I know how to deal with stuff. I'm not stupid and you know that.

A lot of people say you will regret what you're doing now, spending money like this. They will never love you, never remember you, never notice you....all those 'never will happen' stuff. You don't know the feeling of living life like this. It's not normal. They may never know how we feel and what we go through for them, but we love this feeling. At least I do. It doesn't matter. $500? I'll save up in time, i will go through any means to get that money.

I don't even know what i'm talking about. My life is probably not a secret anymore. I hate it actually. Like the fuck you following me on twitter for? Do you even know it's me? My name is not anywhere near my u/n. We don't even have the same interest.

Oh gosh i should really stop babbling on and on.

Common Tests next week! Bye guys :)

DROPPING BY...

2011-11-15T22:23:00.001+08:00

1 more week to Sundown Festival and i.....can wait.

The thing about waiting is that you know it will happen but when it comes too fast then there is nothing left to look forward to. Like after KMW was a bad period for me because i was recovering from...post concert. Yeah!

But everything's kinda fine now. Chunji's got red hair (and the hell did i re-dye mine to brown). That derp is forever a derp derp.

It's our maknae birthday tomorrow! We're trending Dancing Boy Changjo on twitter! Hopefully we'll make it on the WWTT!

School's been fine, actually just done revising but it's pissing me off. Gonna concentrate more on school..I needa do well.

Bye guys!

Happy Birthday Bang Minsoo

2011-11-04T00:43:00.002+08:00

I got jailed on twitter!

This always happens when i'm trying to trend something but it made it on the trending list! Yay..So today is CAP, Bang Minsoo's birthday! He is turning 19 (International Age) and 20 (Korean Age). So we trended Leader CAP Day on twitter and yay it trended very fast! I am so proud this time round!

Nothing much this week but Math is getting more exciting. Though it is very very complicated (Implicit Differentiation and Higher Derivatives). Loving DEL since it's not very complicated to follow, if i study hard and well, i can do it! But the one fucked up module is definitely AEL. Having trouble in both practical and theory! Dammit, if anyone can help me, i'd be so glad!

So today my cousins came over and we swam! So fun to hang out with them again and we talked a lot! Also, my place....too much Caucasians already! Like i accept a few but there's just too much these days! I feel like i'm in Australia or something..honestly. Been saving quite a lot these days ^__^, proud of myself <3

Tomorrow will be going for Halloween movie night and even though i'm not happy with everything, i'll be attending since Mardhi will attend it too! My OTP forever! Won't sleep over though, i'll be going home!

Sleepy now :( Goodnight loves.

Tight schedule

2011-10-31T19:36:00.002+08:00

The week's just started but i have a million things to do already!

On the list today:
1) Order Teen Top t-shirt for me and Haziqah
2) Sign-up for Red Camp as part of ECE
3) Do MOL

So that's all, i'm done with the first two things so after this blog i will proceed to do maths online!

- Practice writing Introduction for Week 6 Commis class
- Study for KVL/KCL test on Wednesday
- Study Plane Analytic Geometry for coming test (i think it's this week)

I'll update more for the week then!

Nothing much today had Commis class which we did extemperaneous speaking! Fun, love hearing other people's opinion rather than the lecturer talking throughout the lesson! Sayonara...I'm off to do math <3

It's a new new week...

2011-10-30T10:38:00.001+08:00

It's the start of third week of school tomorrow.

Lessons been good, not been sleeping in class a lot. In fact, i don't think i've dozed off in class so far. Just zoning out during AEL because... i don't know it's just so easy to zone out during that lesson. DEL's been really interesting and math is still math!

Hard to balance fangirling and school at the same time. Don't use the laptop a lot during weekdays but weekends i just have to watch every single video? Oh man, i got to stop this and just concentrate on school. I'll try next weekend! Weekdays, not much problem. Since i'm also sewing a lot these days...take my mind off things like them.

Anyway, they're probably coming back soon because everyone have dark hair now and Changjo, CAP and Chunji covers their hair using headgear. I love Chunji's dark hair and L.Joe's too, why can't they have that dark hair forever? New concept i hope (but someone in the group JUST have to have bright hair!)

It's Sunday today and it's still quite early in the morning (for a Sunday, i'm up early!). I'll have breakfast and then start on schoolwork.....

Goodbye everyone <3 Takecare and have a great week!

Tianjin was refreshing

2011-10-12T22:29:00.003+08:00

I'm back in Singapore.

Actually i've been back since last Saturday. I landed here at 10pm.

It was the best experience of my life and i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. It's something money can't buy. I met new people, lived in a new environment, survived on my own, managed my own finance and all. The best thing would have to be meeting new friends there. I met people from Korea, Thailand, Indonesia, Morocco, Brazil and Russia. I love the food there too! Kung pao chicken, beef and potatoes, beef ramen. Feel like crying now that i'm talking about it.

I miss the weather, the atmosphere at the dormitory and hanging out with my bros. They're the ones that's been there for me since day 1 in Tianjin and we've been together everyday and it's actually quite weird now that we're not together anymore. Sigh, this experience is very refreshing.

One day i hope to go back to Tianjin. Definitely expecting the warzone to be very modern and Tianjin will be more developed by then!

Till here, i miss Tianjin and i will definitely come back for it :)

I'm in China

2011-09-07T19:19:00.002+08:00

I've not been updating lately because i am now in China.

Kinda surprising huh since i didn't even update that i'll be coming here.
Oh well..been kinda busy. But i've been writing journal for everyday that i'm here
so maybe i'll post that up? We'll see bout that

My roommate is Syafiqah and this is China so it's kinda difficult to find Halal food but thank god we have Stephanie who can speak chinese and can help us translate whether the food is halal or not. We even found a few Halal restaurants! I feel good being here then..

I'll be here for another month before going back, that seems long but it's already been a week since i'm here. Hwaiting!

I miss Teen Top since we can't really go to youtube, it loads damn slowly..Too Too slow. Sigh.

K guys till here, i'll update when i'm free! :)

Why are you hitting me, Mom?

2011-08-09T03:32:00.002+08:00

I've gottta share this video! Chunji,Ricky and L.Joe singing this really really nice song.

I've even got the lyrics for you guys since it's really really nice to sing along to.

And the way Chunji/Ricky sing it is perfect and L.Joe's rap! But too bad they didn't win against Changjo, CAP and Niel.

왜 때려요 엄마-유노알파 ORIGINAL SINGER/TITLE

어제는 자습서를 산다고 엄마에게 돈을 또 타넸지
eo-je-neun ja-seub-seo-leul san-da-go eom-ma-e-ge don-eul tto ta-net-ji-
여러번 속아 넘어간 엄마 아무런 의심도 하지 않아
yeo-leo-beon sok-a neom-eo-gan eom-ma a-mu-leon ui-sim-do ha-ji an-a-
아무것도 모르는 엄마 아무것도 모르는 울 엄마
a-mu-geot-do mo-leu-neun eom-ma a-mu-geot-do mo-leu-neun ul eom-ma-
오늘은 도서실에 간다고 락클럽가서 흔들었지
o-neul-eun do-seo-sil-e gan-da-go lak-keul-leob-ga-seo heun-deul-eot-ji-
락앤롤 음악에 마음을 뺃겨 밤늦게 서야 집에오니
lak-aen-lol eum-ak-e ma-eum-eul ppaet-gyeo bam-neud-ge seo-ya jib-e-o-ni-
화가 난 엄마 사자로 변해
hwa-ga nan eom-ma sa-ja-lo byeon-hae-
무섭게 내게 다가오는데
mu-seob-ge nae-ge da-ga-o-neun-de-
몽둥이 들고서
mong-dung-i deul-go-seo-
왜 때려려요 엄마 왜 때려려요 엄마
wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo eom-ma wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo eom-ma-
엄마도 그럴때가 있었잖아
eom-ma-do geu-leol-ttae-ga it-eot-jan-a-
왜 때려려요 엄마 왜 때려려요 엄마
wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo eom-ma wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo eom-ma-
춤을 추고 싶을 뿐인데
chum-eul chu-go sip-eul ppun-in-de-
왜 때려려요 아빠 왜 때려려요 아빠
wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo a-ppa wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo a-ppa-
내가 뭐 동네 북인 줄 아나봐아
nae-ga mwo dong-ne buk-in jul a-na-bwa-a-
내 할 일을 해요 내 걱정은 마요
nae hal il-eul hae-yo nae geok-jeong-eun ma-yo-
나쁜길 안빠질께 내버려 둬요
na-ppeun-gil an-ppa-jil-kke nae-beo-lyeo dwo-yo-
날 믿어
nal mit-eo-
go go go go
go go go go
난 아직 어린나이
nan a-jik eo-lin-na-i-
go go go go
go go go go
아무 것도 못 할 시기
a-mu geot-do mot hal si-gi-
go go go go
go go go go
나의 길을 찾아서
na-ui gil-eul chad-a-seo-
누구도 손도 못댈 만큼의 나의 길로
nu-gu-do son-do mot-dael man-keum-ui na-ui gil-lo-
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
이젠 날 막지마요
i-jen nal mak-ji-ma-yo-
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
날 한번 믿어봐요
nal han-beon mit-eo-bwa-yo-
오늘은 하루 온종일 꼬여 화장실에서 연기 냈네
o-neul-eun ha-lu on-jong-il kko-yeo hwa-jang-sil-e-seo yeon-gi naet-ne-
선생님한테 들켜 버렸네
seon-saeng-nim-han-te deul-kyeo beo-lyeot-ne-
별무 창고 교무실로 끌려가서
byeol-mu chang-go gyo-mu-sil-lo kkeul-lyeo-ga-seo-
무섭게 기합주고 또 엄마 불르래
mu-seob-ge gi-hab-ju-go tto eom-ma bul-leu-lae-
끝까지 버티다 결국 불렀지
kkeut-kka-ji beo-ti-da gyeol-guk bul-leot-ji-
난 이제 죽었네
nan i-je juk-eot-ne-
왜 때려려요 엄마 왜 때려려요 엄마
wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo eom-ma wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo eom-ma-
엄마도 그럴때가 있었잖아
eom-ma-do geu-leol-ttae-ga it-eot-jan-a-
왜 때려려요 엄마 왜 때려려요 엄마
wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo eom-ma wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo eom-ma-
난 하고 싶은 일을 했을 뿐야
nan ha-go sip-eun il-eul haet-eul ppun-ya-
왜 때려려요 아빠 왜 때려려요 아빠
wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo a-ppa wae ttae-lyeo-lyeo-yo a-ppa-
내가 뭐 동네 북인 줄 아나봐아
nae-ga mwo dong-ne buk-in jul a-na-bwa-a-
내 할 일을 해요 내 걱정은 마요
nae hal il-eul hae-yo nae geok-jeong-eun ma-yo-
나쁜길 안빠질께 내버려 둬요
na-ppeun-gil an-ppa-jil-kke nae-beo-lyeo dwo-yo-
날 믿어
nal mit-eo-
엄마~ 등살에 아빠 간섭에 선생님 참견까지
eom-ma-~ deung-sal-e a-ppa gan-seob-e seon-saeng-nim cham-gyeon-kka-ji-
날 너무 괴롭혀서 와~~
nal neo-mu goe-lob-hyeo-seo wa-~~
난 싫어
nan sil-eo

CAP/CHANGJO/NIEL - NO COOL, I'M SORRY (UV)

They should really really let Changjo rap more! This team is daebak because they got Niel lead vocal and CAP so much better at rapping and Changjo who is improving. Plus all their members are the more matured ones and 'serious' haha! But really.......I love Teen Top as a whole!

So yeah enjoy guys <3

Oh yeah, they're at Kiss The Radio!

So proud

2011-08-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

to be an Andromeda!

Sorry guys i totally stop my block b challenge because i've been really busy with school! I have a lot of things to be done + extra activities!

Anyway, i'm proud to be an Andromeda and i love Teen Top so much. I don't know how to reflect my love for them! A lot of people say fangirls are delusional but we support the boys and there's really nothing wrong with it.

Just wanna voice out. Niel gets a lot of line? Well he's the lead vocal and he gets a lot of line because he can actually sing. Would you wanna listen to some poor quality voice just because you want the lines to be distributed evenly? In groups, different member plays a different role. If you're the rapper, you rap, If you're the dancer, you dance and if you're the singer you sing. Do you expect Changjo to be getting as much lines as Chunji? No, he's the dancer.

Like example, you have a group project to do and you have different roles. Leader, recorder, timekeeper. Do you expect the recorder who just record things to assign roles for the group? No that's because it's the leader's job! And do you think it's so easy to sing and dance at the same time? Gosh you guys. You want groups to distribute lines equally, you go make your own group and distribute them evenly. Lameass.

I'm just pissed. But really, do rookie group...Ok maybe they're not rookie anymore but do they have to be condemned till this extent? Just go enjoy in your own groups and don't bother these guys. It's not even HALF their fault that the lines are distributed in that manner!

Ok, enough ranting! I just needed to get that all out.

So i'm excited that they've come back but everyday there's new pictures and new videos and i have to take time to view them all! Also, they will probably be super busy so i hope they have enough rest and eat well and stay healthy! I want the boys to grow fatter. I swear Chunji gained weight during Supa Luv (post-Supa Luv) but now he's all stick thin again! Eat well boys!

Personal life?

3 weeks to exams! I only have 3 modules..Studying real hard right now! Wish me luck guys. Also, i'll be going to China during Hari Raya so......:( Update more soon! Bye :)

Teen Top - Tell Me Why (Hangul, Romanization and English)

2011-07-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

-Hangul-

Tell Me Why Oh Tell Me Why 혼자서 울지마요
그래요 날 보며 웃어요 Oh Paradise
꿈꿔왔던 너와 나 Everything will be all right
네 여린 가슴에 그 어떤 슬픈 너의 목소리가
저 바다 푸른 꿈을 찾아서 나에게 오기를

Oh Feel me now 상처뿐인 세상 그 안에 우린 서로가
Gonna be all right 하지만 힘들 때면 내 손을 잡아요
* Tell Me Why Oh Tell Me Why 혼자서 울지마요
그래요 날 보며 웃어요 Oh Paradise
꿈꿔왔던 너와 나 Everything will be all right

Tonight Tonight 기적이 일어날거라고 난 믿어 OOh~

흐르는 눈물에 보았던 아픈 너의 상처를
이제는 내게 말을 해봐요 사랑을 믿어요
I can believe 그댈 위한 세상 꿈처럼 이뤄진다고
Everything all right 행복한 그 시간들 나와 함께 해요

내 삶속에서 소중한 건 항상 내 곁에 있는 너
못난 내 삶에 힘이되어준 보고 다시 봐도 다시 보고 싶은 너

어릴적 내가 꿈꿔 왔던 내 꿈은 바로 너 인걸
지친 내 꿈을 다시 밝혀준 보고 다시 봐도 다시 보고 싶은 너

* Tell Me Why Oh Tell Me Why 혼자서 울지마요
그래요 날 보며 웃어요 Oh Paradise
꿈꿔왔던 너와 나 Everything will be all right

언제나 네 곁에 항상 소중한 마음 세상에 빛이 될거야
You Light Up My Life 함께 웃던 너와 나
Everything will be all right

내 삶속에서 소중한 건 항상 내 곁에 있는 너
그래 너 너 바로 너 너 항상 날 바라보는 너
어릴적 내가 꿈꿔 왔던 내 꿈은 바로 너인 걸
그래 너 너 바로 너 너 항상 날 바라보는 너

-Romanization-

* Tell Me Why Oh Tell Me Why honjaseo uljimayo
geuraeyo nal bomyeo useoyo Oh Paradise
kkumkkwowatdeon neowa na Everything will be all right

ne yeorin gaseume geu eotteon seulpeun neoui moksoriga
jeo bada pureun kkumeul chajaseo naege ogireul
Oh Feel me now sangcheoppunin sesang geu ane urin seoroga
Gonna be all right hajiman himdeul ttaemyeon nae soneul jabayo

* Tell Me Why Oh Tell Me Why honjaseo uljimayo
geuraeyo nal bomyeo useoyo Oh Paradise
kkumkkwowatdeon neowa na Everything will be all right

Tonight Tonight gijeogi ireonalgeorago nan mideo OOh~

heureuneun nunmure boatdeon apeun neoui sangcheoreul
ijeneun naege mareul haebwayo sarangeul mideoyo
I can believe geudael wihan sesang kkumcheoreom irwojindago
Everything all right haengbokhan geu sigandeul nawa hamkke haeyo

nae sarmsogeseo sojunghan geon hangsang nae gyeote inneun neo
motnan nae sarme himidoeeojun bogo dasi bwado dasi bogo sipeun neo

eoriljeok naega kkumkkwo watdeon nae kkumeun baro neo ingeol
jichin nae kkumeul dasi barkhyeojun bogo dasi bwado dasi bogo sipeun neo

* Tell Me Why Oh Tell Me Why honjaseo uljimayo
geuraeyo nal bomyeo useoyo Oh Paradise
kkumkkwowatdeon neowa na Everything will be all right

eonjena ne gyeote hangsang sojunghan maeum sesange bichi doelgeoya
You Light Up My Life hamkke utdeon neowa na
Everything will be all right

nae sarmsogeseo sojunghan geon hangsang nae gyeote inneun neo
geurae neo neo baro neo neo hangsang nal baraboneun neo
eoriljeok naega kkumkkwo watdeon nae kkumeun baro neoin geol
geurae neo neo baro neo neo hangsang nal baraboneun neo

-English-

[L.Joe]Everyday everynight im here for you
No matter what happens
Until the world ends

[Niel]Tell me why oh tell me why
Don’t cry by yourself
Yes just look at me and smile
Oh paradise
The dream of u and me
Everything will be alright

[Chunji]When those deep scars in your soft heart
Are silently felt in this moment
Just believe in love

[Niel]Oh feel me now
This world is nothing but scars but we are gonna be alright
But if it’s hard for u
Just hold my hand

Tell me why oh tell me why
Don’t cry by yourself
Yes just look at me and smile
Oh paradise
The dream of u and me
Everything will be alright

[Chunji]Tonight Tonight
I believe a miracle will happen

[Changjo]All the painful scars are kept in your flowing tears
[Ricky]Tell them all to me now
Believe in love

[Niel]I can believe
That your world will come true like a dream
Everything alright
Spend those happy times with me

[C.A.P]The precious thing in my life is you who is always next to me
[L.Joe]You’ve been a strength in my lowly life
I look at you and look at you again but I still miss you
[C.A.P]The dream that I dreamt since I was young is you
[L.Joe]You shined a light on my tired dreams

I look at you and look at you again but I still miss you
Tell me why oh tell me why
Don’t cry by yourself
Yes just look at me and smile
Oh paradise

The precious heart will always be next to you
And become a light to the world

You light up my life
We laugh together you and i
Everything will be alright
The precious thing in my life is you
Who is always next to me
Yes you its you
You who always look at me
The dream that I dreamt since young is you
You, who always look at me

Source : LoveKpopSubs <3

2011-07-21T19:54:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry for not updating for so long though i promise to!

Today i'm just so excited that Teen Top released their teaser! They've been releasing like 3 teaser photos and it's a real tease! But today's the real deal guys! It's a video teaser. Chunji is gorgeous as always and there's L.Joe's poodle hair which i think is so fucking cute and adorable (no hatin' please guys!) and everyone just looks so grown up! I love how my boys have grown so much over the past year! It's only been a year and yet look at them! I am a proud Andromeda!

So yeah, that's the teaser! Look at Changjo and Ricky at the background! They're still minors so they can't be seen at the pub! I'm not gonna hate on the lady who's the video because it's just a video y'know. No bed scenes though, my precious boy!

So yes! I am really excited for their comeback. ANDROMEDAS UNITE

Review on MBLAQ - Mona Lisa

2011-07-12T22:35:00.003+08:00

My review on Mona Lisa - MBLAQ.

The song reminds me of P!ATD - The Ballad Of Mona Lisa!

So i really like the song...and yeah it's their 'style'. Everyone's rocking their hairstyle except for Cheondung (unfortunately). I love it when his fringe was long! But now his hair is really short, makes him look really young haha! Seungho looks older with that hairstyle though (good thing to me). Love love love Mir's hairstyle since it makes him look less chubbier (or has he really slim down?!)

So the best part about the video is their dance! I fell in love with their dance step. It's not too complicated (not that i'm gonna do a dance cover or anything) but i love their dance step! My favorite scene is the last part of the video because it's an outdoor scene unlike the one at the set. Makes it look boring and the outdoor scene gives it an edge~ Also, what they're wearing may be weird but...still lovin' it! Oh man, i don't know if it's just me or what but it looks like i love everything about this video/song.

Song's catchy and i like Cheondung's part at 2:58! I can hear the guitar-guitar at the back~ Don't have any negative feedback about this video. Oh wait, maybe the lady? She seems redundant haha!

I'M DONE!

Here's the video :)

Review on MBLAQ'

2011-07-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

day 7: a member you wish was your younger/older brother

2011-07-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

Kyung!

Personally when i look at Kyung, he looks older than his age! He also looks mature and funny and all that stuff. Playful. So if he's my older brother, we'll definitely have a lot of fun. Also, i love to rap just like him! So we really are similar haha! From shows also Kyung is always the joker so i would love to have him as my brother so much! I can't make Jaehyo be my sibling because i cannot fall in love with my sibling -.- Fine lame!

Sorry for not updating/catching up now!

Day 6: a member you think is the best dancer

2011-07-12T22:18:00.001+08:00

Member i think is the best dancer? Definitely U-Kwon! Though both Ukwon and B-bomb are like the group dancer, i think Ukwon is more fitting for a dancer. And the body wave he does? That's super duper epic! But during the shoot for Match Up both Ukwon and Bbomb showed their great dancing skills and it was flawless! They gotta teach all the other members too so they all can dance well. And of course the mbank and inki performances doesn't reflect how well ukwon can dance since the steps for the songs are quite..easy? Yeah!

Day 5: Your favourite Wanna B performance

2011-07-05T23:49:00.001+08:00

Look at Zico's kickass hair. He kinda looks like Junhyung! Ok this gotta be my favorite performance since they actually performed it. Its hard to choose :/ Yeah but here goes since Zico has a different hairstyle. Doesn't suit him much though <3 Love everyone too.
Let's support Block b forever.

2011-07-05T23:44:00.002+08:00

Meh i've not been updating! (I said i'll do it everyday) haha! But yesterday i literally drop dead when i reach home. In fact, i was already dead in the car! So i reached home and just plunge into bed..

I had hip hop in the morning and then stupid pointless IJ. Reached home, cleaned the room a little and then i danced to i am the best. Tiring but of course it's so much fun~ Afterwards, went back to school for track. Damn the training is so tough now. My legs are still aching and i've got track again tomorrow. It's really bad that i can't even dance.

Blub blub blub..

Today practical/lecture. Boring day in school as usual...10 days till KMW <3 I'll be seeing teen top/chunji/ljoe/ricky/changjo/niel/cap/ot6/chunjoe/rickjoe/chuniel

the list goes on! excited. ok i'll stop ranting here.

tmr <3

Day 4: Your favourite Freeze performance

2011-07-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

Most of their performances are cut short and that really breaks my heart since they're such a good group! But their debut performance is the best. Thing is, i watched their teaser and i saw Zico with that kickass outfit and i was really excited so yeah in this performance he look just like he does in the teaser <3 Everyone looks perfect actually and Kyung in that jacket? He looks super cool. Jaehyo got the Chunji-ish hair (to me) and i just.love.this Freeze performance.

Block B hwaiting!

FIESTA!

2011-07-02T23:29:00.003+08:00

Ok i'll update about what's been happening lately then! Been only posting Block B related stuff ;p

Today's a saturday but guess what, i had to go back to school for some training. Woke up late so i reached at like 11 when the training is supposed to start at 8.30. Oh well, what do you expect! And i also left early hahaha. Programs weren't really intriguing. Like we mostly had to sit down and brainstorm and learn what the committee does and stuff.

Left early to meet Fadilla and Faiz to make our fanboards! And i took the bus all the way to Jurong Point because i fell asleep. Good thing the guys was there. Didn't want to make the fanboards at any of our houses because our parents will just be noisy. But they came to my house since nobody is at home! Had so much fun making it!

Here's the end product :

Mum and dad came home while we were doing it :( Damn, i told Dad it was project but evidently, TEEN TOP is not a project and there's even Hyomin in Hangul. But whatever, we're done! Needa decorate it nicely. Gonna do one for every group for KMW. Crazy bitches!

So yeah, left with Sunday to rest and school starts all over again! I hope i can make it through.

But here's Block B debut performance on Music Core. It may be short but at least the guys performed <3

Here's B1A4 <3

Their stage is so pretty today! And blue looks good on them. I'm not an ABer or whatever but i really really really like this song! Even before i know that they're gonna promote it, it's my favorite song off the album!

Here's Boyfriend!

Honestly, I think Boyfriend look tired already! I don't know how long its been since they started promoting but let them rest for a bit! Hwaiting boyfriend <3 And donghyun's hair is not as red anymore! It's more to maroon-ish.....

Also my recommendation for this week! Perfect song for summer break!

Mighty Mouth ft Soya - Fiesta

That's all for today! Tmr yes!

Day 3: Your favourite Block B song and explain why it is your favourite

2011-07-02T23:19:00.003+08:00

They just debuted so they don't really have a lot of songs. I gotta say i'm torn for words for this one because all of their songs are really awesome.

But if i really have to choose one..it'll be Tell Them

Yes, i know it's typical to like their promotion song but the song just motivates you to get things done especially at the chorus! And if you read up the meaning, it's really just telling you to just take a chill pill, relax and have fun! It's perfect y'know especially with summer break at all. Sadly, not applicable to me! So basically, this song just gives you the feel to get things done, should really listen to it while you exercise so you will keep on going!

So yeah guys, i'll update more soon :)

Day 2: Your current Block B bias and why

2011-06-30T23:46:00.002+08:00

Right now, it's still Jaehyo!

Honestly though i think he's the least hip hop from Block B! But he's still so handsome since he's an ulzzang before! And how can you not like someone who goes to bed without shorts on! Hahaha....But i love Block B as a whole a lot more though Jaehyo might be my bias! Wants to see more derphyo!

Short one since i've talked about him before in the previous post :)

Post tomorrow then <3

Day 1: Your first Block B bias and why

2011-06-29T22:34:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna do my Block B challenge here because....I think it's a bit more convenient to read it over rather than on Tumblr which will drown in my posts :/

Jaehyo

Well honestly, the other guys look pretty fierce to me. I really like B-bomb's hair though because it was bright read but one look at Jaehyo and i was like 'Mmm, this guy right here...'. Zico/Taeil look pretty weird to me at first. Not that i don't like weird things. I love them actually! Jaehyo looks matured and the most likeable out of them all (to me) and then i found out he's an ulzzang! All the more to like him right?

Desaru

2011-06-26T22:33:00.001+08:00

Went around johor yesterday! First we headed for desaru and it's really pretty! No it's not my first time, it's my second time but the first time we went there it was for soccer so i didn't get to enjoy it......Wish we could stay longer at the beach though. Went for lunch after that at some restaurant. Then drove up to kota tinggi. Malaysia is way humid than Singapore :(

After that.......angsana for my hair! I'm a redhead now guys. First time in my 16 years that i have a different hair color. Hell with brown hair, sick of it!!!!! I love the outcome of it! Yeah and i've got no white hair anymore! Went to tesco and had supper. Got home around 4am ;( Anyway we had supper at some place called pandan = supra heaven or something. and it's fucking cheap!

IM SO TIRED NOW school starts tomorrow :( Bye guys blog another day!

zzzzzzzzzzz

MV! B1A4 & Block B~

2011-06-23T20:38:00.003+08:00

Block B - Tell Them

B1A4 - Only Learned The Bad Things

Both videos came out! Baro looking really good w/o his cap on! I'm blown away by Block B. They're awesome! Most people expected Halo to be their title song but they did Tell Them instead! But still, it's good! The girl in B1A4's video really really really look like IU. At first i thought it was IU and then i read the comments and it isn't! It's Kim Won Hee (or something like that).

Now that Block B has comeback...I'm just waiting for Teen Top. They're probably gonna comeback real soon but we all have to be patient. You know perfection needs time! And the fact that i'm going to meet them in 3 weeks <3! I freakin' can't wait!

I think B1A4's MV is pretty simple but it's okay for a follow-up song! And did you see Sandeul trolling when Baro wanted to light up the candle hahaha!

So yeah!

Blog soon guys :)

B1A4 and Block B MV @ Midnight

2011-06-22T20:07:00.004+08:00

Looking forward to B1A4 and Block B new videos later on at midnight! I'm looking forward to Block B more of course because they'll release the whole album and like i said they're hip hop = rap = homiez for lyfe. Haha!

Ate Seoul Garden on Monday. So much for class outing! Only Zoey, Aqilah, Zane, me , Nad, Heidi and Faiz was there so it's like...meet up and eat NOT class gathering or what. Well it's fine since they don't bother coming or they're really busy. Love all the meat there....Like seriously. Ate so fucking much i think i'm going explode but we made it through hehe~

Today stayed home the whole day..kinda done with french assignment (asked one of the andromeda to check for me). See! It's good to interact w a lot of Kpop fans, it comes in useful at times! And..the script for our project (it doesn't make sense really T____T). but whatever about that, i figured out how to edit so it's easier when it comes to editing!

School's opening in less than a week. Not looking forward to it at all! Oh well................Life sucks.

I'll go for now! See you!

P/S B1A4's new MV leaked

P/P/S I'm not watching leaks

Baby U U U U U

2011-06-19T16:46:00.002+08:00

Oh my! Look at my blog now, all dead.

It's our mid-sem break..2 weeks but i'm totally taken up for the two weeks. Well not really but when i'm not at home resting, i'll be out with friends. Like duh, when school starts you'll be swarmed with assignments that you'll not have enough time to meet up with them often!

School's been good actually. I love my classmates...since most of us are girls and girls tend to be a lot more noisier than guys! In the weeks of school, i've gone through a lot. Track trainings, common tests, quiz...practical. Yeah basically lots of stuff. Now that i'm left with a week of holidays.....let me just drown in my own tears. We need more!

So..Kpop.

Look at the amount of rookie groups debuting..and the amount of senior groups going to debut in Japan. Honestly my opinion is they need to stop going to Japan already. Is it like a trend or something? Ok maybe they want to expand their music or whatever but..Oh well Japan is their neighbor country. But SK is big enough to MAKE IT in the music industry unlike here ;(

So the rookie groups debuting are cute like babies. I'm just interested in Block B and Boyfriend....but mostly Block B since they're hip hop. They gotta be ma homie guys! Boyfriend...well they can't really sing honestly but the maknaes can dance really well. Yeah some people call Boyfriend overrated mostly cos' of the Jo Twins but it will die down. Just like the hype for B1A4 before they actually debuted....it died down a little. My tlist ain't REALLY that crazy over B1A4 anymore. But i gotta say that B1A4's songs are nice to listen to. Especially I only learned the bad things. AND THEY EVEN MADE IT THEIR FOLLOW UP SONG...

And the hate for Kpop.

Also, i don't get why people hate on them. Music is universal. Doesn't mean i'm listening to Korean music i'm lame. Yeah some of them can't sing at all, but they've got other talents too....aka dancing. Like Heidi said "Why can you go crazy over English singers and we can't go crazy over Korean singers'?Maybe they hatin' on us fangirls because we squeal at every small things they do. Too bad for you, no one ever pays attention to your sad life.

I'll try to blog..more. I say this all the time but it never actually happen!

Bye guys and takecare!

School's in guys

2011-04-30T19:13:00.002+08:00

School's in.

I don't really favor school now that it have started. Seriously, we have all the freedom in the world but it's boring. I think that's because previously in class i have all my friends with me and now my new friends aren't similar to the ones i've been mixing with. Maybe it's only the 2nd week of school so i have to get used to them. But it's not that bad either.

I have tons of assignments. Mostly math. Since i'm in engineering....

Meh i'm already tired bye!

Boys Over Flowers

2011-04-09T02:54:00.001+08:00

I'm actually watching Boys over Flowers. Never thought that i'd actually start watching this drama. I don't know why cause' i don't think it will be that good...since it's kinda overrated. But i'm watching it and it's pretty good! I totally fell for Kim Bum (Ji Yung in BOF)! Forever cutie.

So yeah. Nothing much today, oh yes actually.

My friends came over! Fadilla, Aqilah, Faiz, Heidi and Nadyrha! Fad, Aq and Heidi came to my house to wake me up cos we were suppose to meet at 12 but they came in and told me it was already 1.18pm! Sorry guys, this girl here is a heavy sleeper! So first we rented DVDs and went to Fairprice for junks. Aqilah brought brownies (best thing on earth!). Watched Ju-on. It's a slow but..scary movie! But we got bored of it anyway and tried to switch to Mr. Woodcock but damn, that show is worst. Since Music Bank was starting we watch it~ Perfect.

Neasa and Blahin came over and we started playing around with them. And then after MuBank, we ate ice cream and Aq, Fad and Heidi went home! Bummer :(

Nad and Faiz stayed. We wanted to go to a night market and Aq told us there was one at JP but heck, there wasn't any! Went to Cotton On since our bitch = Faiz wanted to buy some stuffs. But he's like fickle minded so we went to CC and i got my Bromide magazine with Teen Top on the cover! Best thing on earth~~ And then we ate at Wendy's and i got this free thing. Idk what it's called i only ordered chips!

Cashier: What size coke?
Me: Hugeass

I was feeling thirsty okay! Sorry guys embarrassing you guys. Went back to CT to buy and then went home.

Can't wait.......for Sunday. We're going out to shop!

Till here then! Going back to BOF!

XOXO.

13 days

2011-04-05T16:12:00.002+08:00

Hi i'm officially done with work. I don't know if i'll miss it or not but right now, i don't think i'll miss it so much. School's starting in 13 days and i've yet to make any friends from my course because i refuse to go for the freshmen camp/sports camp or whatever camps that the school organised to 'get-to-know-your-classmates'. I don't really mind actually because i believe i'm not the only one that can't be bothered with these camps.

So i'll be in the same school as Faiz (different course though). But at least i'll probably still see him around school since our school isn't that big?! Anyway, i'll be looking forward to 2 concerts the month ahead. I'm going for JB and Avril lavigne! Fun fun fun, we so excited for the month ahead, month ahead (RB GUISE, RB)

But i'm missing out on Teen Top at Thailand since my Dad just refuses to let me go! I mean i've got enough for the flight and even accomodation! Whatever, maybe it's not that safe for a female teenager like me to go alone (yeah it's super true) but i've got a friend who can pick me up. Like yeah right, i'm gullible enough to believe that she's trustworthy! K whatever, they'll probably stop by Singapore soon. I've always believed that they'll come here March/April-ish however they didn't. My boys are busy with school but put first things first (Y). Thank you TOP media for taking care of them well.

Well i guess that's all for this post. Takecare guys.

Last 2 weeks

2011-03-20T01:56:00.002+08:00

This will be my final 2 weeks at work.

So i talk about work to Nad and lately, we've been hating it. Everyone's leaving. Like seriously, 4 people already left and more people are gonna leave. Okay, maybe that's like working life, people come and go. Ok fine, forget it.

School's starting in a month, i can't wait! I didn't go for the freshman camp or whatever, i'll wait for Orientation day~ I probably will be friend-less for the first day! What the hell am i doing up late? I need to S.L.E.E.P since i have to wake up in 9 hours! Work tomorrow, hopefully all the fun boys will be there. Yes BOYS, since there's limited girls in our department :(.

Nothing much to talk about actually! I'll blog when i have something to say. For now, take care guys.

Also, pray for Japan.

Out

2011-03-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, went out with my mates! I miss them so much since we've not met for like a week or even more than that?

Anyway, i got my Justin Bieber concert ticket. I don't care if i reveal it here since nobody is reading anymore! Bought that and then went to meet Nad at JE. Waited for Syahzarin and he arrived about 10 minutes later in his oh so cool uniform. Kinda miss wearing uniform seeing him in that. Took train down to Orchard and we bought Old Chang Kee and then Subway cookies. And plainly walked around. Usually, we have no aim when we go out. Like we'll just meet and whatever happens, happens..usually food!

So yeah, after that headed to Tangs for Supra but their Supra wasn't impressive at all. Generally everything was black! Fetched Heidi at Orchard and we ate at Burger King~ We sat there for quite some time.......Took pictures outside Ion like some tourist hahaha. But the place is really beautiful even from my viewpoint! Walked towards Somerset and then we took neoprints. Awesome, how many years have it been! It was the in-thing last time! Waited for Faiz at Red Mango and of course, frozen yoghurt~

Syahz left and then we just sat there for a bit more. Walked around a bit more and bought ice-cream~ I dropped one scoop of ice-cream.

Heidi: I feel so sorry for you because this kinda things always happen to you

Wtf was that for! Haha you gonna pay for that ;P So sat around and went home~ It's a long day but we usually spend a long long time at one place. I dont even know why, like once we sat at McCafe for 5 hours just talking.

2 more weeks until i stop working. I can't wait~ But i feel sad leaving awesome buddies behind. But we can hang out whenever we want, so it's okay! Going off now.

Remember, ChunJoe forever~

Takes a bitch to know a bitch

2011-03-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

I ship Chunjoe so much. Like did you see during Making the Artist ep.4 or is it ep 3? When they were singing Angel live and L.Joe rapped, he was like shyly facing L.Joe. Man, ChunJoe is real i assure everyone. Read a smut on ChunJoe, aww my innocent boys being used! But it's really...real. Haha, now i sound crazy, don't i? What to do, i'm a fangirl, i won't deny!

Off day today, so went to Zoo with Deniza,Filzah, Nadirah and Iskandar! We keep having excursions! Like first, it was for a birthday party in Kluang (Malaysia), next we went to Ku De Ta (Marina Bay Sands Skypark restaurant), then Universal Studios and now Zoo..Next we'll be heading to Johor again!

So yeah, Zoo , nothing much. Since Filzah got free tickets we just went ahead! Walked around, laughed at the cute baboons and then we ate KFC and B&J! Love love B&J! Then went around Lot 1 with Nadirah. Saw Ukiss's breaktime and..it's sad seeing all 7 of them TOGETHER. So i thought of Heidi and i bought it for her!

Here's the story : I texted her and asked if she have the album (Major giveaway), next i asked for her unit number. I'm so stupid, wanted to send the package as a surprise but she ended up calling me and screaming haha! I also just wrote FROM: SECRET ADMIRER and no TO: . Also, my handwriting, she's used to my 'lazy' handwriting (From writing too much SS and History essays back in school). So, major major giveaway. But who cares, at least she's happy :) Happy Heidi is Happy.

Went to other shops and wanted to buy Kdramas since they were on crazy offer, but i didn't buy any. Lol, we were like 'No, the hero is not handsome, so no use.' Typical girls are Typical!

So i'm back to work tomorrow on afternoon shift, in fact for the whole week. My last 3 weeks there. I will definitely miss the friendly people there..Lobby A, Bellboys, Housekeeping ahjummas, Valet..

And getting $$ everyday! Hehehe~ But aside from that, excited to start school though i'll only official come in on 18 april. Didn't even bother to go for the 'get-to-know' coursemates. I'll just wait for the official opening!

Been on break for a little too long huh? This 1st march, 4 months of working! Maybe i'll go back or maybe not! Got to go for now, talk to you guys soon!

LG

2011-02-28T11:29:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i've actually blogged. I've got to know the school i'm going to, the course i'm going to and all that stuff! Life's been good and i've been working at my first official part-time job for 3 months now! But lately, i've been starting to get sick of work but thing is, i'm going to quit soon!

Working life is not easy at all. Especially when i get the morning shift, where i have to wake up as early as 5am! Plus the fact that i work in town, it's sucha hassle :(. But it's cool when i get afternoon shifts! Can't wait for school to start! Not yet received the enrollment package yet!

Going off now bye!

It's over

2010-11-13T14:14:00.002+08:00

I am free! Like seriously, i don't have any more studying to do! I can watch videos all night long or stare at you all day long and i won't even have to feel like i'm wasting time because i've got a lot of time! Well, maybe just this week..busy with prom stuff. Haha but i've got my dress so all's good! All that is left is finding a job and yeah. But i've yet to.. I am a noob

Escapade tonight! Ok bye I'll start to try and be more active!

Andromeda4EVA

2010-10-23T21:28:00.001+08:00

SHINee's performing right at this moment, and i'm at home! Onew's breathing the same air as me~ He's in the country guys! Omg, can't believe i won't even get a glimpse of him even though he's here. Damn, and why is that? But at least TT is not here (Japan Kpop night).

It's next week a.k.a 1 more day to our first paper. Like official sit-down-and-write paper! Okay, hopefully the paper is manageable for me! Ah just thinking of Onew and the shawols who get to shout the fanchants (Jealous, i've always loved fanchants). But on the brighter side, i won't get post-concert syndrome. Ah they're singing Hello right now. Hello hello~ HI ONEW EOTTHOKAE I CANNOT SEE YOU. And it's probably Big Bang after this and i cannot enjoy Taeyang's powerful vocal. He's like number 1 on the vocal list for me. I love his version of Don't Wanna Try the most and i love his solo album~ Move is like the best song for me. Please listen guys (Move ft Teddy by Taeyang) It's like this sex-based song. Haha!

Okay, i'll be off now. Love you guys.

Random

2010-10-03T02:20:00.001+08:00

I don't countdown to the o levels but i guess it's around 2/3 weeks? Lesser than that? I believe i can do it. But no effort,no results right? Yeah but the whole year, every test i studied hard. I rarely cheat unlike last year (damn if anyone actually read this anymore. But still i can't be complacent but at the same time i can't spend every living minute studying. I'll go crazy. Can't wait for it to be over. I'd be happy if it's in 10 days' time. Faster come, faster go!

It's past midnight and i needa sleep. :) Goodnight

Bi

2010-09-08T10:45:00.001+08:00

It's raining heavily outside. I love it. I hope it stays like that for the rest of the day. I have to miss the last day of terawih prayers today because i've got a plan with my primary school friends! It's been so long and i miss everyone. So freaking excited to meet them again! Last night, i stayed up late to finish a new shirt's design for Chunji's birthday.

Time's up! First things first, bye guys :)

Love 119

2010-09-07T12:15:00.002+08:00

We're having mid-term break right now for a week but you think I can enjoy? Haha maybe the waking up late part but there's no going out/having fun :(

Ah it's gonna be over soon. Bullshit 2 more months till the last paper. And have to miss out on Kpopfest :( 6 freaking bands man. How can i freaking miss it? Put first things first right? Looking forward to SS3 next year or if MBLAQ comes then... :) Been staying up real late these few days. That's because i have to maximise my time. Afternoon > Study Night > Forum/Youtube! Anyway, andromedas are nice :) Even found a girl who love P!ATD before she liked Kpop. Similar much?

Hari Raya is coming soon too! At the end of the weekdays infact. Not really busy with preparations because my house has always been clean! So i can fully concentrate on other things :P. Maybe have to clear up my books because my brother's been pestering me every single day about my books lying all over the house. I can't help it :(

Ok i guess i'll go now! Bye and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin (in advanced)! Enjoy everyone!

alahai si gemok ni

2010-07-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

kalau kau tak boleh tengok muke kite kau buat hal sendiri okay?

oh right, you speak only english. don't worry i'm bilingual. oh in fact, i can speak a lil bit korean too.

if you can't look at us in the eyes, mind your own business okay?

acting posh

2010-07-18T21:29:00.004+08:00

if someone don't care, they won't even waste their time planning for a perfect entry. what's a perfect entry for you cool people? oh you mean using good vocabulary when your grammar is all over the place? i think that's the definition for you guys.

so you hang out in town and only go for branded things makes you great and have a life? unlike us? what a shallow person.

let me tell you about my parents. they taught me well enough that i'm able to be ranked high in class and the level. they don't just teach me how to survive in this world wearing clothes that shows off your stretch marks making people vomit. they teach me how to live smart, how to eat healthy and have a healthy BMI.

we're going to leave the school at the end of the day, so why bother about the fucked-up teachers? we're going to do well when we leave the school so why bother about their mouths? positive or negative, our results are EXCELLENT. we're not gonna be like them, stuck in a stupid school because our careers are going to be way way successful than them.

bro: is my gf fat?
me: no. you wanna know who's fat? ________
bro: why you call her fat?
me: just look at her.

i'm proud.

~

2010-07-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

I was close to you, that's in the past. Now we don't even talk everday. Even so, we talk generally. We were so close, possibly everyday i would talk about you. But in life nothing stays right?

I want to study hard, i want to do well. Mr Fairoz finally wrote down the countdown to O levels on the board. I wish he never did because i hate countdowns. They're the worse thing ever, but thinking about it, i really need them to make sure i'm right on track. Oh right and he's giving us 2 essays test tomorrow :(

Jay Park is coming! And guess what there is a 95% chance i won't go. Really wanna see that favourite member of mine! He is like THE man. Haha (after Hyung Jun) actually. Anyway, slowly learning Korean now.

EH BYE/

term 3 day 1

2010-06-28T16:19:00.001+08:00

hello! this term is going to be really fast. anyway,the timetable sucks but wednesday is the best so far! haha you know what i mean. fn coursework b! and we've got only like a month? it's the first day of school and i'm going to do homeworks (partly holiday homework hahaha).

right, i'll miss this place bye :)

anneyong

2010-06-26T20:16:00.002+08:00

i miss everyone! jaz,syahz,nadyrha and faiz. i see heidi almost everyday this week so she's an exception!

rushing coursework,homeworks and all that. but i tell myself not to worry because when school starts, i'll work really hard. lost a lot of things during the holidays and important ones too. fuck my life.

beast and u-kiss huh? yeah they're great. kibum's my number one guy though for now. he looks really flawless and just hot in real life. guess how will hyung jun look like? gikwang is as usual hot but it's expected of him duh. and another thing, dong woon can easily top gikwang (for me). his nose is like perfect and to think that he understands english haha. just like heidi said maybe he don't understand our 'slang'! hoping that mblaq won't come so soon because i'll have to prepare for o's and all yknow.

overall, this have been the best month of this year. and the best week of my life? definitely, this week. i think i deserve all the fun that i had because it's going to be tough once school starts. i promise i'll indulge in schoolwork and only schoolwork (chey). hope i can be disciplined enough to actually have a timetable and follow it. you know, its easy to just make a timetable but it's another thing to actually follow it. i usually have this mental timetable in my head and follow it. but once i write it down..it's a different story..

i will stop with reality shows (except mblaq) for now. hehe there's always kbs~
and once school starts, this place will be dead again. right.

k guys,bye!

2010-06-19T01:43:00.001+08:00

mutator's gig was awesome~ the place was small but at least it was air-conditioned. anyway, it started an hour late!

so i went to fazil's house to get ready and we actually wanted to walk around first search for things at cityhall but then we went out late so had to straightaway go for the gig. after that, ate and walked around cityhall and just slacked. around 10+,went home. didn't make it for band concert since jaz didn't order for us (not her fault since we ourselves can't decide whether we wanted to go or not)

ukiss is tomorrow~ can't believe it and sci fucking camp on motherfucking monday. fxkuschl. done with a lot of shows and i'm tired but downloading videos now~

sorry this blog is really picture-less.

bye

2010-06-15T11:03:00.000+08:00

australia was good (haha i came back like a few days ago)

idol army now bai

bon voyage

2010-06-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

so australia is in a few hours time. not really excited though, i don't know. i should be excited that i cannot sleep. but now i can't sleep because i'm just not sleepy. today i didn't watch any tv shows, all i did was watch bands live over and over again. i don't know it's just a habit. watch them live, once another video go back to the first video again. yeah,that's all i did. and i'm not going to do much shopping in australia because i want to keep it for other important things like concerts. haha actually there's no more. u-kiss and beast both sold out. i must be lucky to attend them! and i'll be seeing dellysda! we definitely have a lot in common!

i came to school on friday and the attendance was really poor. i was facing major cramps and i wanted to go home after break but my friends told me to stay and i did. since there were only a few of us, we went and ate together. went for english, attendance was really really poor. maybe she expected that? so we did nothing much except edit each other's essay. since me and heidi didn't do our essay, we had to edit zoey's. and my cramps were gone! haha, the wonder of staying for class.

in the afternoon, went to jp with mum because she wanted to get for me jeans. i don't know why, but if she really wants to get for you something, she'll really get it. haha, we saw the jeans a day earlier and i guess she really thinks it's nice! so bought my jeans and i brought her to cc. i bought my u-kiss hp strap. haha,yeah another one. it's really nice. since i can't get their pencilbox (ugh still waiting for it). dragged mum to get my eyeliner (a new one yay, it's the only make-up i can't live without).

went home and waited for afiq to come. i received a call from jp cd-rama and they said i could collect my beast cd. omg the joy. but i didn't have enough money at that time. so heidi called and she said must collect by that day. and mum gave me money, so i'm relieved i got the tix already. i'm confirmed going already! beast+ukiss=june. imagine my perfect life. if SHINee come, i'll skip school to get the tix. It'll probably be sold out in an hour!

okay i have this feeling that i won't go to sleep tonight. today's a dull day. i didn't go out except to get my camera at grandma's house. the tutorial in the camera was hilarious. haha laughing at fazil's seriousness. so here's what my dad said to me about australia, he told me to enjoy myself and even if i don't get to call him when i reach there, it's okay. just enjoy myself and mum told me to take care and not wonder around at night and remember that i'm in someone else's country. she won't be sending me to the airport. but it's okay, dad will.

what a lengthy post. i'm sorry, i'm just plain bored and waiting for time to pass to bath,get ready and off to the airport, take the plane and voila! australia :) and then 5 days later i'll be back, just looking forward to the class bbq and all that stuff.

june :

6june-aus
12june-shuqun bandc (haziqah asked me to go)
15 (or is it 14 or 16?)june - class bbq
18june- yuhua bandc (supporting jaz go go!)
20 june- ukiss autograph (imm)
21 june- ukiss showcase
25june- beast autograph(imm)

great,no plans to revise at all. no worries, i'll insert it in. okay bye everyone. i'll miss you guys.

aigo

2010-06-03T17:50:00.002+08:00

hello it's been awhile. the holidays are here but guess what it's not even the holidays yet for me because the first week is spend in school until 5.30 but i'm left with one more day. and today i gave intensive fn a miss and lied to all my friends because i wanted to go and get my tickets. two days ago, i'll be worrying that i won't have enough money but now i've bought the tickets and i am confirm going already :). life is good (at least for now).

next week (or i should say this sunday) is aussie. since it's with my friends this time it will be so much fun. i've decided on what to wear and packed my clothes but yet to pack really impt things like (torchlight,toiletries) and whatever.

ok i can't wait for 20 and 21 june, 23 june(if i'm going because i've yet to get the ticket) and of course this coming sunday, 6 june. actually i'm more excited for the concert. i've told myself that green day is the last concert for me this year since i have to concentrate on my studies but it's too bad that i got carried away and bought the ticket. it's a once in a lifetime thing (ok not really but they're not going to come back in like 2 years? the last time they came was in 2008!)

school's been fine. yesterday i did my homework and i feel so accomplished because lately all i did was revise. and there's just too much tv shows for me to watch that i neglected reading. this is not fun. note to self : stop f spending my money.

ok bye

2010-05-20T19:04:00.002+08:00

me: hey mum wanna look at someone fat? look at her
mum: show me her face properly
me: look at her, look at the way she dress, it shows she's fat
mum: oh yes. since you say she's ugly and fat, she's like your leg (my leg is ugly)
me : hahaha insulting but so true

Hwaiting!

2010-05-17T22:14:00.003+08:00

10 things i hate about you.

when was the last time i watch this show i forgot. i forgot which ep i stopped at. it was 10 i think so now im watching 11. i spent the afternoon watching lots and lots and lots of videos. i basically spend the whole day today infront of the computer and you know what? it feels weird. i felt like something is missing. probably because everyday there's always been a fixed schedule which consists of studies.

fy1dayholidaytmr. rollerblading and then town..maybe i'm going to buy some stuffs..maybe not. oh and i've not read for weeks! i still have library books which are overdue :( when was the last time i read? i can't remember, 3 weeks ago?

i have to get back to reading, i miss it actually. now that exams are over, i can rest a little!

2010-05-17T19:41:00.002+08:00

exams over! finally. fn was the last paper and i totally lost it. flunk

bla bye

bye

2010-05-15T22:23:00.001+08:00

im taking a break from fn. i am going to memorise the whole tb by today because tmr got something on. i dont even think i can make it haha.

i miss swimming with my cousins. we usually gather weekends and swim and talk about things. that was around sec 2/3 i think? that was when we were really really free. now all busy already. busy with friends huh? now swimming pool infront of my eyes also i don't have the time. even when my mum ask me to accompany her i will be worried that i won't finish revising and reject her invite. even this weekend not free to swim. 1 paper left wtf!

cnntwaitforauscannotwaittosleepwithheidi

bought my shinee clock yesterday :) at last~ next what?

bye2 update laterzxczx.

O FOR ONEW

2010-05-11T20:17:00.003+08:00

hi i almost forgot my password to this blog.

things have been pretty busy lately with school and how i'm such a big nerd and study for every tests. in fact i shouldn't be here right now but tonight it's hardcore studying night. chemistry and math paper 2 tmr :( phy was pretty easy math paper 1 speechless because no matter how much effort i put in my marks will be shit so whatever. math paper 2 tmr confirm borderline or fail totally. 2 geog papers the next 2 days and then fn next mnday then woooo rest.

shit marks for malay stupid!!!!!

no one reading this of course who cares about what i write. lol ROY!! if you are reading this you ask me why i never update now i update for you okay. dont low self esteem anymore u will do well in life okay?

tmr is chemistry paper and math paper 2 and i made the meet afiq today. lol if tmr i find the paper difficult no one else to blame but myself because go out for what. mye fail do better prelim or whatever~

everyday come back home from exam early,1-2 hrs shinee/kpop before studying. wtf waste time right but it's my source of relaxation (haha from eng paper 1). ok

goodbye i love everyone
update after mye
or
whenever.i.am.free.

2010-03-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

i shouldn't be here,remember when march holidays were supposed to be the best week of the year? well, you shouldn't now because it's not anymore. it's not going to be epic. instead, we have to attend 2 days of boring ass classes. redyellowshirtshit is definitely blacklisted now. all because of their fucking thing, we have to suffer. i hope their country won't ever progress with their political instability.

but something to look forward to on thurs. the more the merrier,so everyone should definitely turn up!

1 day down, another day to go. what? just another day? you're wrong my dear friend. one day can be considered like hell what's more with classes that can make you tears. i can make it though.

what an ass holiday i'll be having.

im wasted

2010-03-10T21:13:00.001+08:00

term 1 is ending so soon yay o level faster come and go haha.

this term was easy but first term only,what do you expect? march holidays will be fucking epic. it will be the best week of the year,best 4 days ever spent. we talk about it every single day, what we're gonna wear, what we're gonna bring. epic i tell u!

term 1 was not all study i still had time off, went out, read lots of books. coursework is fine, everything's smooth sailing now, but tmr is decision making and i don't know what in the world i will do. 2 hours of fn, i rather skip.

ok tata

skinny

2010-02-22T00:21:00.003+08:00

ohai.

what a weekend. boring.ever.

yesterday training was fun as usual but we didn't hang out after that so :(. so met up with haziqah and then we went to the library study. saw iman and his group of friend so big! haha haziqah shade,1 pic=1hr+. crazy bitch! around 7 we went to IMM and bought food and ate at rooftop. nothing much talk and talk~ after talking and finishing up our food we went home. we told each other that we're gonna go online send pix all but i didn't get the chance to go online and she didn't even to. and up till now i haven't upload!

today i stayed at home the whole day. good for me. aunt jenima pancake in the morning. then watched tv and all that 'stay at home' stuff. then evening,haziqah called told me to come to grandma's house. so i bathed and went there. new house~ they did art and then i just sit down tried to read cannot. oh we also ate over there. so long since i met fazil and faatihah,so today was the first time in so long! not that i miss them or anything (hahahaha).

ok going to sleep soon because body needs rest and not enough sleep can contribute to me being fat. fucking hate the fat word. skinny all the way bye~

HAPPY 38TH BIRTHDAY TO BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG

2010-02-17T23:04:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BILLIE JOE ARMSTONG THE MOST AMAZING PERSON EVER
next to brennybear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im thankful for his presence and his music and his everything he is just fucking lovely. my beating heart belongs to you! <3

Oh well some of them are actually gifs but whatever. a portion of my love for bj bye guys enjoy

long weekend

2010-02-16T22:52:00.002+08:00

the long weekend pass by so quickly. i didn't go out as often though. for the record i only went out on saturday and today!

saturday went to town with afiq to catch valentines day. it's not an extraordinary movie or anything,just typical love movie so yeah. but with all the stars,it's worth watching! the movie ended around 9 and then we just walked around and then went home. today went for training. so pathethic only 6 people. erfi waited alone for 30 minutes i think. then we trained a bit only then sat down and talk and then bathed and jp. walked around looking for nad shorts. we went to eat first after faiz and afiq arrived and then nad finally bought her shorts at jimmy'z. i bought one too! worth it lor original 59 then got crazy offer,why not? haha.

then my siblings came bought pizza hut and cake at swensens for dad's birthday. today is dad's birthday so happy birthday dad!!!!!! then afiq,nad and faiz meet me at pizza hut and we went home together.

ok tmr hand in money then go thailanddddddd woooo~ just wait la even though must endure more tests and sports day before thailand. dont let get cancellllllled ok bye now.

i luv my phone haha bitchez go die.

school will be school

2010-02-09T21:33:00.005+08:00

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this was went we when to fish & co and ate. it was an awesome night,free from homeworks and all that stuff. the next day which is saturday,i went to watch my bro's soccer match tho he didn't play. at night we ate at charco's and celebrated feb babies birthday. another exciting night! sunday,had training with the guys. it was much better because i'm more used to it. we waited for people who in the end didn't come. haha first training kecoh,second one down to around 6 of us. after that jp for new handphone. dad nearly didn't buy for me because the place was sooo crowded we had to wait close to an hour. but i got it in the end at ____. ex but worth it. thanks dad. i never thought i would eventually choose a phone because iphone and bb are just too common and what else are out there?

every week i look forward to weekend can wake up late. enough rest! tho last weekend i woke up at 8 both days. haha. at least there's time to rest,no need to rush homeworks..now i have to get back to my work. bye :)

oh and not forgetting,happy birthday mum enjoy the card and the cake from us. we'll def get you the C___ bag that you want~ thanks for everything you're the best ever XOXO.

1,21 Guns

2010-02-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

tmr is really monday

2010-01-31T21:32:00.013+08:00

yesterday went training. legs hurt so much since the day before 2.4 we didn't warm up. just realised -.-. it was fun gathering together. after that faiz,me,heidi,haikal and alim ate at kfc. the rest went home. after eating,faiz bought his drinks. too tired so went home. fell asleep in the bus and at home continue reading. hehe finish reading library book can move on to the book that i bought. (!!!!!!!! :):):)) haha at night webcam with afiq and i fell asleep. and i didn't eat anything except for kfc (and that i let it all out alr) so i woke up really hungry today.

called dad but then he was already back from bfast. actually wanted mac bfast. too bad. after bathing dad said we're gng to hospital. haha i didn't want to go but we're going to eat so i went along. visited uncle and then went to delifrance eat. then went home arnd. at home quickly finished up math and then got ready to go lot 1 meet afiq and since mum wanted me to buy things there and dad asked me to pay my lib fines :) it was seriously packed! waited for afiq,paid lib fines,bought things and we quickly went off. ate at imm and then went home. then went out again and afiq accompanied me for a jog.

at night went home. bleh school starts tmr. bye

billie joe

2010-01-30T00:10:00.005+08:00

school's been really really...tiring. and obsessing over something in school. eh at least something to look forward to!

yesterday went for dinner at swensens. food was great i was really full i had to let it all out. then bought storybook <3 and A pen. 1 pen only. so i didn't get to study or revise anything but itskay since friday we don't have anything much and i did my math the day before alr.

today went to school early,we reached school at 7.15am. then started with pe =2.4 then we had to do 7 stations. i still feel the pain in my legs now. then had mt. did dialogue so nothing much and then math~ recess then had english. blabla mt remedial. didnt do anything much talked to heidi most of the time. then walked home with them,cancelled on lib plans (sorry).

at home read read read until 4 and then used comp. at 5 i finally got ready to go out meet afiq. finally because he keep saying ok go,then the next text will be 'eh nvm i tired',then eh i've eaten im fresh let's go and then he'll be like 'oh but im tired'.

then went to cathaycine to watch the band performances. so tired i can't even stand thru for one whole band. bought cookies and drinks~ then at 9.10 realised we haven't eat so umar,afiq and me went and eat. i wasn't hungry but afiq still bought for me food. thanks haha.

me : eh aku ngan afiq muke same eh?
umar : ya tapi kau lagi chubby (idk hw to spell in mly)
me : means ape
umar : kau gemok.

haha umar seleng call me fat. but he quickly took it back like ' eh tak i dont mean it like that'. seleng~ after eating we went back but the thing was over. said bye to umar then walked a bit with afiq and went home.

still tired and my leg still in pain. tmr = wake up early to train! yay <3

service with a smile

2010-01-27T22:54:00.003+08:00

4E8

drain the pressure

2010-01-25T21:50:00.005+08:00

same old dull school day.

had math>geog>phy>fn>ss before recess. so we had to climb up and down the stair for every single lesson. math go up class,geog went to lib,phy in class,fn went to lab and ss in class. english had pirates presentation. heidi and her slang haha. f funny~

aft school,we girls only went out buy things then sat at canteen. went up for history test. since i studied it was a breeze (chey). then went to lab for blabla then we actually sat at canteen *waited* for something. haha crazy~ prolly only update for that week :p

bye guys.

bittersweet migraine in my head

cxld war.

2010-01-24T23:43:00.001+08:00

the opposing ideologies...

2010-01-24T01:04:00.005+08:00

im so glad i got to wake up late today. school the whole week=wake up 6am or earlier/later everyday. 3 weeks of school and late only once. and that one is because of traffic jam also not my fault.

today was sucha boring day. i finished reading nick and norah's infinite playlist then i did math hmwk. then i watched nick and norah's infinite playlist movie. nice movie~ wanted to go out and eat but too bad cannot -.-. laze around today. oh and i cleared my books,filed up all my things nicely.

sucha dull day today. bye :)

my name is Billie Joe

2010-01-22T22:28:00.004+08:00

this is a typical scene in class after english or sometimes during english~

school's been fine same old! finish school at 3.30 everyday except for friday. and even on friday mt remedial (wtf!!).

Ok i've been wanting to update everyday this week because im on the comp most of the time but probably busy with coursework (!!!) or english pirates. and then some days i choose to use for awhile only hehe. ee no schedule one how to pass exams? wait till im ready and can really really follow a timetable then i start. if not now do what i feel sorry ah if u think i'll fail in life. hahahah.

monday - friday school. after that go home straight or like do something until 5 reach home fall asleep or idk what i did actually. i think i study! oh yeah i did cos got lots of test~ haha

today = fun. LOL. malay remedial at least got pairwork with heidi and then went home,lie down,waste time. at 6 then afiq came to my house hehe~ had dinner then we went out. step only go jurong point we didn't even watch movie only walk around. saw lots of rats and i freaked out i ran away i didn't take my bag with me. cute or what huh? then left the place and then walked home. afiq told me lots of stories. then he told me 'no wonder ur friends all say u distract' or something cos i always interrupt him. haha sorry im still listening even tho i doing shit stuff.

lol mum just called

mum : eh at home already?
me : ya
mum : what time reach home?
me : 10+
mum: so early eh.

(i just reached home i on laptop straight k)
haha then ask me what i do. got kepo mum but she give me money so must loveeee her my dear mum~ ok bye gonna read.

oh i got like 4 books and just now at popular still wanna buy books. cannot stop sorry. heehe. k bye~

stand up all the white boys,sit down and the black girls

2010-01-18T23:44:00.003+08:00

how can i get over a song without crying..how?

miss xxx

2010-01-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

i miss you i miss you.
why did u have to go?
you belong right here and i know you care.
you care about me especially..

am i being too.......?

ok bye

2010-01-17T22:57:00.004+08:00

i didnt do math at all over the weekend. just fn and fn! and i rushed through english essay. afternoon had something on at the cc. fucking sleepy but had to attend it too bad. then the refreshment a lot of people so dad and me went to eat somewhere else instead,then came back took my photo then done. went home and did nothing. at night went out with dad and bro wanted to buy my uniform but too bad not there -.- then bought battery for phone. so i guess i'll be sticking to this phone now~

Ok bye lazy blog

NANANNANANAAAAAAA HEY JUDEEEEEEE SING IT SING IT SINGITTTTTT NANANANANNANAAAAAAA HEY JUDEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!1

2010-01-17T11:47:00.001+08:00

done with ta.7 pages i hope it's okay. left to print it out. i did my ta for the weekend and i didn't do any other homework at all. i miss gd so much. come back soon okay. srsly. i dont want to do homework. especially eng essay. bleaaaaaaah
bye

green day was FUCKING AWESOME

2010-01-16T13:44:00.002+08:00

green day was awesome! fucking awesome concert. everyone was hyper singing along and i love the atmosphere. i miss it really though it's just a few hours but i want to go to another concert. but i must resist! after major exams okay(note to self)! there's no decent pictures that i can upload. sorry but having too much fun = shaky camera. videos taken but it's so embarrassing to post with us singing along and shouting like crazy. i really love green day. awesome effects and everything. and that guy who got to sing along with them on stage! lucky you

now back to studies :(
fn coursework = fuking busy. bye guys

heaven or hell

2010-01-12T21:17:00.004+08:00

quite busy actually these days. i don't have a fix timetable yet. maybe i'm going do one. actually i've not been revising at all these few days. sorry this week slack week because i get to see billie joe on thursday. still thinking whether i should go to school on friday. i might be tired but i still want to try get full attendance for the whole year! haha.

yesterday was dull. but after school we went to heidi's house! haha we ate fries in a large bowl,laughed a lot also. went home at 6. haha wanted to go home at 4.30 but we were having to much fun right.

today had 2 free periods for chemistry. then geog test and then me and faiz did partner work. jaz's topic is more interesting,unfair! then had history. so glad that i didn't fall asleep like faiz! then recess and SS. Omg just realised i have like humanities for 6 periods straight! english for last two periods. boring but we did nothing at all. she released us on time,at least something positive. bought food with syahz and faiz and then walked home. met afiq..and did math and english blaaaa.

omg tmr is wednesday and after wednesday is thursday. most anticipated day of the week,of the year even <3 okay happppy now. just forgot that i haven't transfer my math homework to the excercise book. i keep doing on foolscape. imma fool :( k bye

2010-01-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

blogging in bed now so no pictures or whatsoever! Maybe try to upload or smth. Ytd had cca fair in sch. Had to go for my cca (hehe cnt tell what!). We just showed them where to go and blahz only 8 classes? Or 7 i think so went home quite early. Met haziqah,she came to my hse and eat abit waiting for me to get ready and then went off around 2! Went to ngee ann walked arnd take free goodie bag and yay know bout my course alr and a lot of girls enter too! Went to makan place there,drank juice and then walked again then went to imm met afiq! Two bs and me ate at bagus! Then did hmwk at the open place and afiq made a song. Then them and their malay songs . Whatever hahaha. Then we went home,did our work under the block plus afiq wantd to do his song! Then 10plus went home. My boring day n0tz. Today met afiq agn play guessing game fun gler! Haha happy one five! Bye

temasek poly

2010-01-08T22:18:00.003+08:00

busy with school!! hahaha. got discipline ok,after a certain time then i tell myself i can use! and i really followed it. good for me except for today because tmr's sat!

was late for school just now! a lot of people also late. some people even ran to school but too bad still late. have to pinup my fringe and this i__t asked me if i dyed my hair. damn la i write letter already you dunno isit! then carik pasal ask me unfold skirt,where got fold! and pinup fringe. my fringe so short! seriously cari pasal! whatever ignore that b__ because so old so ...

had ss first two periods. talk and talk we just sit down listen. good for us. then fn. went through the coursework thing and it's a long and tedious paper. have to endure for the year. recess :) then had MT no one is sitting next to me cannot talk :( went for this lame 'reflection class' because we were late (nad,me,jaz,faiz,syahz). faiz and syahz can go first for friday prayers.

15 minutes then can go home~ went home for awhile then went to temasek poly. me and faiz was late. long bus ride! and the school is very big. we mostly went to engineering. left the place and ate at tampines until 7 went home. cannot stop laughing alllll the way!

ok enough for now~ bye.

a few more days to green day <3

school suxxxxxx.

2010-01-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

school is so much fun! i love it so much and im gonna look forward to school everyday! plus the fact that im sitting first row,cannot sleep,text in class! omg totally joking. it sucks so much. at least can talk to heidi and faiz in class. i keep turning to talk to heidi yay. but now must do homeworks,pay attention and cannot text! sucks so much. opposite of my life last year. back row,everyday sleep! hahhaa.

first day we had admin stuffs and this course. we had to listen through 3 hours? falling asleep already. new york,new york,new york!!! after school went to popular to check out 'assessment books' but halfway we went to look at video games. haha then went to IMM,bought syahz vitamin and then ate curly fries at mac! i mean twister fries -.-

today was an ass day! all the more i should hate sch! almost got sent home because i 'dyed' my hair. had to go to the front then call mum but she never pick up,so don't care. then given red slip write name then sat in the classroom sleeep! did math abit la even tho haven't learn i started reading first then too tired alr sleep. then mum came and then talk to the teacher and idk what happened i got to go back to class. p geog going on! the rest of the day was a blur haha really i almost fell asleep in english. must stop! haha.

tmr will be a better day hahaa. ok baizz

Pix - Singapore Flyer

2010-01-02T01:34:00.002+08:00

Anyways,these are the pictures from Haziqah. I haven't uploaded my photos yet.

2010-01-01T03:36:00.002+08:00

happy new year whores.

deal with it,school's coming soon and holidays are over. over. i hate thinking about it because i simply hate school but i have to like it. 11 months. come and go please!

okay today countdown. sorry lately it's been words words words no pictures. i will upload the flyer soon k lazy ass here and lazy to blog anyway now. sleep nice so bye.

Singapore flyer

2009-12-31T01:40:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7 today and accompanied Afiq for his registration! School so far. Luckily we saw his friend then we just followed him hahahah. Then he took a bus but we missed it but we caught up. And afiq forgot to sign one of the forms so he had to come back the next day. haha drag me there very early just for that? Then cannot find a bus to the mrt so just take taxi there even though afiq die die say don't want. too bad la you stay there. in the end tag along also right!

So he came to my house because bibik cook already. So nice first time i eat laksa and finish it up. Then i bath and got ready. Went out around 4 plus and then met Fadzlee at jurong east around 6 then he come. Waited for so long. Then waited for Haziqah at City Hall and then bought my shoe! Walked there and bought our tix. The queue is f long! We were in it for like an hour! But in the end we were in the flyer and same old thing look around,take pictures..

I don't know how long later we went and eat at esplanade there. :) Ordered coconut drink! Sour! Waited for Haziqah to eat and then we sat by the bay until and Fadz storytelling session. Haha crazy. then around 10+ went off. Haziqah came to my house and then took my stuff and sleepover at her house.

Slept early around 2 because we were soo tired.

Update

2009-12-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

I had crazy fun these few days! I love my life and let's forget that school's coming real soon and that means no more having crazy fun like this. Well..

25 december - Christmas!

Went to Changi! After prayers,got ready & mum last minute ask me to call and ask Haziqah to come along. Yay more fun! We reached there near 5pm and then just sat there while the parents cooked stuff,set up the tents. Went to the beach for awhile but we didn't went in because the toilet was under construction! :(

After that ate and sat down until around 7 we rode the 2 seater bicycle. Damn it was soo hard to control! We just went around in the dark scary lor! Then nearing midnight mum had to go toilet so we had to cycle with her there. Crazy. Then around 3 played cards. So fun bet here,bet there. Syazwan so stingy! Haha funny. Then in the end stop then lied around in tent until fell asleep next morning arnd 8 and went to the beach! Didn't dip inside again just played around then had to force ourselves to bath at the f disgusting toilet! :(

Then we ate again after that while the rest went and packed things up <3 Fun time we had there!

Monday - Zoo!

Random plan with my cousins. Fazil with his parents,Haziqah with her mum,Faatihah with her whole family and Kak azlin with her family.

The queue was damn long,it took 30 minutes. We watched the elephant show. Everyone of them was so cute! Kidzworld was so colorful and it was f packed like crazy everyone lazy to bath already and we're late so we continued walking around! Actually nothing new since i went there like a month ago and i still remember everything but still it was fun. Giraffe was not there :(! Again i'm dissapointed!! After that went to Lot 1 the jam so fucking crazy. Ate and then walked around then went home. So tired i slept early!

Tuesday - town

Keep going orchard lameass!! Met afiq today so excited cos i miss him hehe. Went orchard eat and then i badly want slipper but my budget already for bag so must control even though offer like crazy! Then went and survey my bags. Met Faiz and Haziqah at Ion after that. Showed them the bags and they say ugly. Dammit so went to Ion. We literally went to shops side by side and looked at all. I think they guys give up walking with us. Haha at adidas i saw this bag and finally bought it. Haziqah bought converse bag big enough for surfing. Funny~ Probably gonna get the everlast bag too since im not overbudget - at all!!!

Then went to eat at mac and we waited for Hilal to finish work at 9.30pm. So stayed there for like an hour. Met Hilal and went to this shop to see my school shoe got size anot. They force me to fit in to a 36 shoe size. Faiz even when crazy and said bend your toes. Crazy ah them. And in black,there was my size. f my life. Haha. went home and alighted at jurong east this time and took bus hehe :)

Crazy fun times <3

East Coast Park

2009-12-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

Firstly,Merry Christmas~

Today was an awesome day at east coast park! Syahz,Faiz and Jaz with me went there for rollerblading. Omg i really thought that we were gonna cycle so i didn't bring my socks along until Faiz asked me! We met a bit later because all of us woke up late. Met Faiz and Syahz first and we waited for Jaz for quite sometime. Late!

Went to Bedok and then we took cab from there to east coast. Ate at Mac first and around 2 we went and rented rollerblades! Took a locker and squeezed all our belongings inside! We went from one end to another. It was really really fun and Jaz fell a few times. She was real cute concentrating real hard! Love the slopes too so we can go really fast!

After 2 hours we returned them back and then went near the sea! Took pictures,danced around and blahz. We can't sit or dip into the water because we didn't bring extra anything haha! Went to Mac to clean up our feet and then bought a large coke and drank them all in 1 minute. 4 straws,4 waterbags. It was really funny. Gas and burpings. Then stayed there for sometime and went home :)

Fun day too bad Heidi cannot make it >;(.

2010 is coming! Sure gonna be a tough year next year. Study hard,pray hard for myself. Do well. All that stuff. As & Bs no more Cs. <3

i miss you so <3

Pretty

2009-12-24T02:42:00.002+08:00

Dull day. Accompanied Fazil to cut his hair and he hated it. Bad haircut i guess. Bought donut since no cake looks appealing to me. Went home i fell asleep again while lying around. I woke up,took a bath and prayed. Plan was to clear my school books but i tidied the whole room. And yeah bibik was kind enough to buy cake for me. Yumz,had cake after cleaning the room <3.

Used the computer and then read after that. When my brother came homewatched Get Smart. Oh just got done watching it but he went to sleep already. Waking up early tomorrow for ECP. Random plan but we're gonna have fun right <3.

Lucky me

2009-12-23T02:06:00.006+08:00

Came up with an idea to play badminton today. Told yani,haziqah and afiq came along too. We played at the usual hall. So much fun,it's been so long. It rained and i stopped playing. Around 5,went home to get ready for town. Like..again.

Bathed,got ready and i feel bad for Afiq who had to wait for me. He didn't want to come up even after mom asked him so he had to wait. I left him with the lovely bones and my handphone so he won't get bored :)

Haziqah came to my house near 6.30 and then we walked to mrt. Reached Orchard around 7.30 and then Tangs. Walked around,searched for sports stuff and Hilal. We had to wait for him to buy his shoe which got crazy crazy offer. Then he went to eat! Crazy man! We were waiting to eat with him! So we waited until 8.15 then went off to Far East. Fffuuu,all food shop including fast food full. Damn. Walked to That CD Shop and Hilal asked for something but they didn't have it,too bad. Only at Gramophone i guess.

Walked to Wheelock then realised that crumpler shop was close. Sad because Hilal wanted to buy his bag! Then we went to Ion walked pass Rubi and bought a shoe. The queue was long so Haziqah and Hilal went to crumpler shop to buy his bag. I don't even know where the shop is so got lost and they finally fetched us. Went to Adidas for Haziqah sports stuff but no pad right,sad. Hahahaaha. We walked quickly to wisma atria nike shop because it was nearing 9.30 and we're worried the shop might close. Finally found what Haziqah wanted in green. No nice nike bags for school next year.

We went to eat after that at Taka. Full but managed to find a table. At 10.30 the shutter was closing so we rushed Haziqah to eat until she forgot her cute ring. Rushed to toilet since i needed it urgently. Then we took pictures and finally went off at 11+. Walked home from Mrt. Tiring day,but overall it was fun <3

Bye :)

Avatar

2009-12-22T12:14:00.001+08:00

Yesterday watched Avatar <3

Finally met Jaz,Faiz,Syahz & Heidi after sooo long. Went to Lido to catch our movie. Bought Nachos,Popcorn and Hotdog. So much food but we still finished the food before the movie. The large popcorn was left with half even before the movie started. Haha damn. Avatar was sucha nice movie. I want to be blue <3. Movie ended at 6 = 3 hours in the cinema. Worth it tho.

After the movie we ate at KFC. I was so irritated while ordering cos' the aunty was fucking slow. Ordered with Afiq. After that we just walked around and took pictures. Then went to Rubi and stuff and then went home.

Lol actually walked around at JE with Afiq first before going home around 9+.

ECP!! Can't wait.

2009-12-21T09:37:00.002+08:00

R.I.P

2009-12-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

So..did you get into Sec 5?

Eh eh there's nothing else i can do!

2009-12-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

Went out with Afiq and his sis just now. Fazil came to my house first to take memory card. Then he forced me to take MRT with him. Crazy had to transfer to LRT which made me dizzy.

We ate at Mac and then bought Afiq's hairspray. Troublesome that guy,dye hair for what right! Then hair thick and long,so went and cut his hair. Then sent his sister back and then he sent me back home. Okay thank you so much!

Reached home i was bored so when mom came into the room i told her that wanna go out! So i bathed then got ready then went out. My wallet missing i don't know where and dad was waiting already so just went out without wallet. feel so empty haha! My bag only mum and my handphone didn't bring anything at all -.- Bought school shoe. And dad die die don't want to buy me the adidas shoe say cannot wear in school. Whatever daddiooo. Then Popular i chose my stuff already. All G2 pens haha. Then the queue from entrance until the end of popular sooo lazy queue so i put back all the stuff. Haha crazee. Then we went and eat and went home.

Tmr hopefully can go masjid apply for class. And popular with momsie and also buy storybk yay. Haha my money all gone. Fly away already~

Dont really mind eh eh eh~

selamat tahun baru

2009-12-17T12:48:00.002+08:00

oh it's my sandal which tore off yesterday. sad i love it so much. i use it everywhere. gonna fix it today and afiq is gonna cut his hair or something. haha good for him. and his hair color ah dye better right! but no his going to spray it for tomorrow! going out again today. i haven't started on homework yet. maybe when school start i'll start?

and that above is haziqah's cute new headband! yay. bye

B-s

2009-12-17T02:11:00.002+08:00

This place is so dead there's no point updating it i guess. Lag of picture and i don't post that often too.
But i enjoy blogging so idgaf who reads or not. Haha.

(Omg i haven't upload pix yet/haziqah haven't send me so no pix for now)

Haziqah called early morning told me about her plan today. So i followed along with her. Afiq came to my house and eat first because i know we'll have to wait for her because that girl forever late! We got a lot of time after eating. Didn't eat that much tho hahaha. Went to IMM and ate at LJS. Haziqah haven't eaten yet. Then Popular spent a long time there in the end Haziqah ended up spending close to 80 dollars. That girl is one crazy bitch. We went to Giant spend a verrrry long time there again. And while queueing up,we realised it was not NTUC. Haziqah dumbass ah look at stuff for very very long.

Walked to NTUC at JE but we got nothing of course! Haha. Wanted to walk home but Dad said he wanted BK so we walked back to IMM and bought BK. Otw my slippers tore into two. So bought slipper. Thanks afiq <3! We also bought chips more and sat at Rooftop and ate and talk shit crap. Haha Haziqah dad called and said he wanted food. What's with Dads and Food? Haha...so we stayed there for awhile more and then went and buy food..Walked to bustop..

Haziqah came to my house and she became crazy again. Crazy over nail polish! Seriously. She painted her nails red first. Then pale yellow color then black and then beige. So me being bored also decided to do that. We cam-whored like crazy after that! She went home around what time i think 1030? Haha yeah with her torn plasticbag. Who asked you to buy sooo much stuff!

Haha i had a fun time with them today <3. I love my B-s!!

The Princess & The Frog

2009-12-16T12:52:00.003+08:00

Met Afiq yesterday like yeah!

Wanted to watch a movie at his house but we ended up watching the princess and the frog at causeway point! Haha i was so sleepy i fell asleep. Only for a short while tho. I watch movies alot omg :p. After that ate at KFC then he sent me home~

:D

Randummmm

2009-12-15T11:18:00.003+08:00

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This is a random post since my blog lags of pictures. Right? I'm going out again today with afiq. And my cousin got kicked by a horse (wakstar's bro). Haha so silly but dad said he's lucky cos' some people died before getting kicked. i don't know which part he got kicked at tho. Haha~

Anyway this are the photos i took at Safari Indo. Upload more later. Bye enjoy.

Week Update

2009-12-14T10:30:00.002+08:00

Thursday

In the afternoon met Afiq we watched Planet 51. The theater was full with kids haha~ Then we walked around and i had to go home. After prayers we went to the airport to fetch my brother. Anyways,we reached way earlier so ate at Macs. Ordered for mum and dad first cos' they wanted hot drinks and then i ordered my food. Then there was this crowd at Belt something idk so i went and see and waited there for quite long. But actually idk who's coming. Saw Dellysda but i can't remember which band was coming. When bro finally came out he said they were all still inside.

Friday

Waited for Dad to come home and then went to Johor. Bought christmas hat! We had drinks at coffee bean waiting for maghrib. Then went to night market. crazy idea to go there and ate seafood. Yumz :) Reached home after midnight.

Sat & Sun - Tired ,yknow what i mean.

No pix soz.

2009-12-09T16:14:00.003+08:00

Omg i can totally feel me getting fat . ewww no way man. should stop treating myself sweet sweet things. Can u believe that i actually ate ONE PACKET OF SWEET ALL TO MYSELF. I FINISHED IT UP IN 10 MINUTES. and not forgetting i ate 2 smaller versions of it earlier in the day. Ahh don't want to be fat fat fat.

HAHA random