Monday, September 29, 2008



Yesterday slacked so much. But i don't really mind as it's the weekends. Fazil stayed and I did art and he used the computer..webcammed with my bro and he look gloomy. Fazil said he might be homesick. Whatever,mum's going to see him in 2 days' time anyway! We sang alot and it was all the old songs' from pri school! He took a nap and I did art again. Nothing much,just some scribbles. It turned out ok i guess.

My sis said we're suppose to go out of the house at 6.15.Woke him up and we did not get ready haha. instead we used the computer and got ready around 6+. He and his slow friends! So i got ready first and then we went out. My sis was later than us! Went to queue up for fish& co. Not very long so we did not wait long. Ordered food and we're very bloated after finishing everything. My sis still wanna ask if we wants desserts. Sick child! Went to popular for my art file and then we bought cheesecake for the father!

Upon reaching home,i memorized malay dialog and i managed to do it. I'm so thankful for my good memories. It's like memorizing lines for a play... I wanted to go to sleep but then i can't..











But in the end,i fell asleep! Woke up late! And met up with Heidi and Manissa late. Soz guys.

I was having rashes and it disgusts me so much! We had our papers and paper 2 was quite difficult. I was sleepy while doing..

After school,Manissa had her haircut. We spend sometime searching for a place to cut and ended up at this salon which is cool. Heidi and me took some bitchy pictures. Manissa's hair is very nice i swear! I look idiotic standing to someone nice like her.

And you no what,in the morning i broke my specs,so i have no choice but to wear the new specs. I hope i look okay!








oh my baby,i miss you so......

alone rite now

Sunday, September 28, 2008

stay cool and funky!

;)


yes i went out today!! went to geylang.. and bought decorations for the house. it was crowded as usual. 2 more days to raya! woohoo~ anyway,just now fazil also tagged along with us. good cos' i got a friend to talk to. and the food arrived late and i was hungry wtf! bla bla,typical geylang. also saw umar. bought carpet..it was nice! i didn't want to buy my shoes there cos' all fugly. and otw home we passed thru the F1 thing. i fell asleep watching it ytd night.. haha fazil is at my house right now and we're still not sleeping. tmr my sis gonna highlight her hair then maybe we're gonna go to fish. & co for break fast with fazil! lol,i hope it's gonna happen cos it's so cool. hehe,faiz stop it i don't have crazy bitch syndrome. you're the one who got LAZY PIG SYNDROME







all my pics are legit :p



HOMECOMING HEY MONDAY

now,stop asking..

bye im not going to sleep,handing this over to wakstar!
lol i just realised there's everyone in the pictures except for my bro!!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

i am still very tired because of yesterday blaaaa.

i hope we go out today because i just feel like going out. no one's at home btw and i feel so lonely haha.

we had free periods all the way till eng paper 1. the weather was nice! and after that went to return my books at the lib. baked cake for faatihah's birthday and we had to walk very far because we lacked of ingredients. it turned out alright and tasted good.

i am going to do art but im so tired i can't do anything.................bye

Friday, September 26, 2008

i am at wakstar's house lol. yay we gonna make cake and exam was quite ok bye now

Thursday, September 25, 2008

ok i shall not blog so much today. geo had to go outside do essay haha,i forgot bout' it heh. lit after school was well done. everyone was dressed up and i think amarjeet is really cool hahaha. after that faiz went home with nadyrha and then me manissa heidi went to library. i had to run back up because i forgot my art! omgz i no.



we went to lib and did art. lol it was so mad. we're all doing different patterns for our background and i got to do polka dots hahaha. it was ok i guess,i need more picture tho. then fazil and gang came and then we became like speechless ah. dont no why eh. went home took 99 had to walk! heidi and me walk so quickly. actually she was the one who walk quickly. ahhhh,see i'm blogging two para ald.



i ain't studying eng today cos..i dont have the format thingo. tmz heidi is kind enough so she will lend me hehe. soo,i guess today just do a bit of revision for sci! bye

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

stupid shit! i am so bored and it's too early to start revision. i mean yeah i do revision late at night duh! and there's no photoshop for me to mess around with! then,dont mention art and i havent fix the printer because i am too lazy to do so. i guess i will just go and eat but i've eaten almost everything. hahaha,what a pig. i really need to excercise after hari raya! if not become fat pig. and i am listening to miley cyrus. i love her album breakout v much. if you don't then i cant do anything about it. blabla,i should write on my notebook maybe. wait,what shall i do revision on? hmm,not maths again! oh yes,i just remembered i need to copy all the essays that mdm kum have gave us so i can study. i lost most of mine hahaha. i am still bored anyway. wot shall i do! i dont like watching tv. stupid shit. tmr need to stayback for lit wtf! ah,i will call people randomly now hehehe. bye bye bye. love you all and study hard for eye. and yes hari raya is in 1 weeks time! wooooo. i cant wait for exam to be over. and i cant wait to jalan raya! money money money! but then i'll save those money for rainy days. hahaha,as if. actually,it's thru! hmm,sad no class chalet end of year. i'm sure we'll figure something else out ok! anyway bye. study hard hahaha. goodluck for exams. love you all

lol just now i was bathing and then i blasted the speaker! or whatever. it was so loud i swear hahaha. cos' no one other than my maid at home. so yes bye bye! i am going to read,i just remembered i haven't finish reading my book stupid or what you tell me. and i'm gonna help heidi help faiz. what a loser. and yes pashing is kissing if you wanna no! hahah bye

Faiz went to school today with a haircut and we all agree he looks hotter. Hahaha,slim down!

So it was dark in the morning cos' it's gonna rain so we went the shorter way and did not see qif at all! :(

I went to borrow lit textbook from 2E6. they've gotta whole stack in class!For maths,did portfolio with Farah! During science,we got back our waves test! I am so happy for my marks! And he's so lame he asked the whole class to stand up and ask for our marks! Lame!

During SEL period,she went thru the slides quickly with us! It was damn quick and we're all quiet cos' i think the faster she go thru,the more free time! So during the free time,i read First Kiss and it was wonderful! Literature was ok. Faiz fell asleep..

We had free period for english. And then Faiz took video of me disturbing Heidi. It was funny. Lulz. PW we did a new stuff and I used Heidi and Manissa's picture. Then Faiz recorded his Audacity thing and Manissa help him. Lol he's just too dumb.

Omgzzzzzzzz,we saw qif during PW. Hahaha,qif alert!. Yes,i seriously shouted that!

After school,went to meet syahz and alim and then we went to JP. Manissa and Faiz went to pierce! Faiz got the same reaction as before and then Manissa was still steady. We went to the library and practiced lit once! The lib was noisy. Manissa ear was bleeding...and i forced the earstick thru her ear. Bloody hell.

Anyway,Danial's absent and so my art's not done!! Oh man,i need to fix the printer then. Art sux big time!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Do you really care..



Faiz was absent again. Whatever,but i get to sit at his place. Haha,too bad Wesley. And we had waves test which was ok. I hope i pass!

In the morning,we did not get to see qif again because we're too early.

For Maths,we got half a free period because she's too angry to teach i think. We're all so bored,so she let us do our own revision. I did a little bit of Algebra and polygon! Recess studied for Waves test.

The test was ok. Except for the last question! What is it talking about? The rest is good,can do! English we had free periods.I went and sit with Khairiyah and Shahirah and Khairul. We talked shit of course. Anyway,i just remembered,today was Veronica Tang's 14th birthday!. We sang her happy birthday song during reading period. Lol started at a random timing! She got a lot of presents.

During Home econ,we did our brochure. I was super lazy! But in the end i finished it. Aft school,went to library. I wanted to read but i wasn't in the mood already. So went home and i slept. I decided to sleep so i can stay up tonight to study! Get it!

false hopes..

Monday, September 22, 2008



Hahaha,i've got a piercing done.

So Faiz was absent from schl. Whatever,i had to change my bag because of him and it's so hot using haversack. I was walking to meet Heidi and Manissa and then i rmbered my Pe tshirt. I actually forgot to bring it,but i didn't give a damn.

And we didn't see qif today,we're too early or smth.

PE i actually had to do punishment. But me and lynette worked together so we didn't have to work so hard. Then he let us go but Bryan had to do extra punishment because of his attitude. They were playing floorball omgzx!

Recess just sat w/ their 'boyfriends' hahahahha.

During lit,i didn't bring my book because i lost it! But she let the whole lot of us off because she said she'd go through the worksheet. It was very boring! I can see Heidi yawning at the back! So i made her a note. Haha because she didn't want to follow me & manissa pierce after school. I made her a small one,medium one,and a big one! Hahaha she wanted the big one. Manissa gotta small one reminding her about after school haha. During english,studied a lil bit of science. But then we were also taking pictures haha. Jun De was being funny!

Science test was ok. He tested us on chapter 6! Stayed back for maths which was a super short one.

Aft sch,went to pierce. Manissa wanted another piercing and i just feel like piercing. It was great! Seriously. Then Manissa and Heidi bought earring and wore it while walking towards the lib. In the lib we were reading. I almost finish my book but i threw it because the story was slow. They haven't even fall in love when i'm 3/4 on the book! Heidi's book was great. Snog snog. Manissa went to chase her friend because she wanted to borrow books haha.

Then Manissa wanted to open her piercing and it was pain. Heidi helped her forced it thru reluctantly! She was feeling giddy..I hope she's ok now!

Oh i also cut my hand so when i breakfasted i sat at the other side of the table so my father won't see the cut. I need plaster.

Oh i want another piercing.

Bye




You used to love me,you used to hurt me..






this possibly might be the worse thing i've ever edited??

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I was bored,so i took the guitar out and play. I still sucks but i'll just practice. Ok bye.

I miss you so..


I did not study yesterday! But nvm,i had fun but it's was quite a bad day.

Met Heidi late because my father went to bath and prayed first before giving me money! Heidi didn't no where to stop lol! So she followed me.. We went to Vivo and then went to Sentosa.

Otw,to sentosa there was this cute boy then he said he wanted to sit. So heidi and I immediately standup..and gave him the sit. Then the mother put the boy oh his lap so there's a vacant sit then the father said one of us should sit and he just said 'you,sit' hahaha because he felt guilty or what..

It was a very hot day! Heidi was complaining and then we just went around the beach. A-list people were noisy. Went back to vivo and then we went to town. Cos' vivo is quite boring. Took train and it was so damn crowded hate it. We went to Cineleisure and ate there. Burger king of course haha! We ordered upsize and added onion rings. Haha lots of food! Until cannot finish. Then we went to heeren. Went to Hmv and listened to camp songs. i was waiting for this woman to finish listening to Miley cyrus. So i told heidi,slowly. And avril's concert DVD is NC16! How can that be!

Heidi's going to buy TAI'S album because it's cool! Haha,it leaked on the net before the album was out alr. So i'm gonna buy

1. Avril's concert DVD.
2. Miley Cyrus's Breakout

We saw a lot of people drinking coke, and Heidi also wants them. We went down and saw they're giving it for free. Heidi told me to go get them,So i went and take. And Heidi also went and take. Then i also wanted ice-cream. So i bought ice-cream. Heidi want,then don't want,stupid shit haha. Then the uncle told us Buy 1 get 1 free..2 dollars. What shit? It's suppose to cost $2 anyway.Heidi was telling me stupid stuff.

Then we sat down and took pictures hahaha. Then Heidi sista or wht called and she had to go home. In the MRT,got fake bitch. And this weird uncle was touching me. WTF. He was very very close to me! If cute nvm ah,this one Old alrd!

Fake bitch wtv. She think she's so pretty,i look at her for what? Find trouble. Fuck her. I hope she dies and go to hell soon. I don't even think she's going to go to heaven fuck you.

Then i just went home. At home,i wanted to study for Madrasah exam today. So i translated all the words and then i fell asleep! Then i set the alarm to 245am,but then i wake up and went to sleep again! So i did not study.

But the test was ok. Answer not so specific,but i think will get marks. And my bill is 89 dollars. My father was quite angry eh. But i don't care la. Only 1564 messages. So whatever~

Today,i'm gonna study for science mock exam tmr. Bye

Oh and Faiz also told me he broke my bag. WTF. Then somemore can say,Nvm,You got a lot of bags what. Wth!





Friday, September 19, 2008

i got 860 posts now hehehe.

anyway,tmr i will b going out w/ heidi w/o manissa and faiz. sigh! nvm next fri..or..whenever.
i hope i get lots of money tmr. we're going out cos' we wanna go to the beach. just now wanted to go to the beach but then..can't. so tmr,beaccccccccccccch.

what's the beach for? i dont no. peace maybe. i dont wanna go to sleep,but eventually i will doze off.

i am feeling very confused. blah bla,bye.




What's all this shit



I'm not using my own laptop now to blog. Anyway,i also have realised that i blog a lot. Is this my new interest or what? Hahaha,maybe?



Yesterday oral was alright. Heidi told me that she can hear me reading from the classroom. Wtf? Was i shouting and i got to meet the target that Mrs Tan set for us,30 and above! Then went home. Break fasted.



Went to the airport to send my Bro off to Japn and Uzbek. He won't be home for a month that's why i'll have to go. 1st day of raya also not home! Yeah my sis cried a bit. Fina keep asking for my handphone haha. And i think sha think i'm an idiot because i was smiling to myself out of sudden! So we went to chill after that tho it was like 10+ already.

Reached home at around 003o. Sis wanted to watch Tv so she asked me to watch with her then she asked me 'Eh what's that white thing outside?' Lol,then i called my father out,haha it was a big leave. I think it's cos of light reflection. So anyway, we went inside the room to watch TV. Lol i didn't want to sleep but then my sister and mum told me to just go to sleep. I had to do my geo essay..but.

So,today.

In the morn,i met up with Heidi and Manissa. We walk slowly..and 'stalk' a hot guy. Hahaha. Despos.

Geography i did 2 essays! She called my name but i heck care and just continued doing. I was suppose to sit outside and do. I was halfway thru,except i didn't finish it. So i completed it and passed it to Heidi and Manissa who was outside. CME went thru Mock test and I did realised i did not do one of the question for graphs.

Faiz was texting me in class during english! He is retarded. I suggested that we should go stalk someone after school and he suggested one idiotic person. Stop it,i don't want to snog him anymore. I didn't even want to in the first place,it was a damn joke! And after english had history. I fell asleep! I think i woke up when the bell goes. Omg,i fell asleep haha. Then she gave us mock exam. Didn't even tell us properly. So i don't care,i went to copy from textbook and Farah took my paper! And then she told us we can open our textbook if we want. See? I'm not cheating!

There's also not enough time..So i just did what i can. After school,went home to take lib books then went to the lib with Manissa. Hehe,i finished reading one book. It was only 100+ pages. Went around JP. Anyway,i guessed right. Heidi did not go for cca and slept. Hahaha,manissa nos im pshychic! All hail me!

There's no Adobe in here omgzx.

You're on my mind..

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Heyyaw.

Currently i am in school and we're supposed to do art prep work. I've found some pictures but then i don't want to print in school. Hehehe.

I know a lot of people with birthday in the month of october. Aren't we cool?! Hehehehe.

Manissa is beside me and is looking very pretty and engrossed blogging too. She says Hi and is so cute. But then,Spongebob is cuter than her. Just kidding. Her ponytail is high and she also look pretty like that. She's got a cute butt! And her shoes are white right now. I am so happy for her! She's got very little eyebrow but then looks cute like that. Her boyfriend is very cool but then she's way cooler! Her bag is converse and also very nice but some washing need to be done. Her handphone is cool but needs more song. Anyway,i wish her goodluck for english oral. I have wrote a poem about her and it's cool (I know,haha).

Heidi is at the other side and she brought along her pink pencilbox to the lab. She is such a cutie and i wonder what she is doing..Hmmm. She looks cool and her hair is bushy but still cute. Hehehe. She's very hairy(her hands) but it's perfectly fine! I still love her. She's my lezzy crush and i hope she does not have a boyfriend..She won't accept me! She called me cute yesterday and i love her for that. And xxxtherxxxker is a compliment. I wish her goodluck for English Oral.

Faiz is sitting beside Heidi. He is like a pig and I'm cuter than him! Im talking sense now. His hair is too thick and need some trimming to be done. He loves to eat a lot and is quite fat. He loves my bag and is now using it. He always forget stuffz and something his mind is not working fine. When he gets frustrated it's only for a lil while and then will give us stupid faces. He also doesn't like to be in school and hate a lot of teacher in school,which everyone also does actually! So i also wish him good luck for Oral.

W.O.N rocks and we will last,i hope. Bye peeps.
Heyyaw.

Right now i am in school! Haha right. Mr Tee told us to do our research work but who cares? And anyway i dont event want to print it out in school!

Haha i know a lot of people with birthday in October. Of course oct babies are cool.

Ok blabla,i don't really know. Art is still very boring and my boyfriend sits at the same position as me in class. I know,fate!

Anyway,HMH is obsessing over one particular guy! Hahahaha. :P

Bye i'll go find something else to do.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Danial,now i can't stop talking about this cute thing. Hahaha,i will stop so as you will not get irritated! 

Right now doing art prep. I decided to do memories and we'll see how it goes. Last year's one was a disaster because i forgot to draw something,after i handed up then only i realised,that's just so stupid.

And today there's just so many posts. Hahaha,no i'm not free. And don't worry,I have a life. Ok,back to art.

Oh,cute cute cute cute cute!

AHH,now i can't go to sleep haha. Bye

The ting tings - Be the one (Music Video)



This is the video of Be the one By the ting tings. It's a great vid! But i still think their coolest song is Great DJ :)

Stay strong,thru it all

I hope you stay strong thru it all,show them you're right.
If you're right,what are you scared of?
Stand up for yourself..It's up to them to believe you..Or believe what everyone else is saying.
If they really know you,then they know what to do..
Or all this time they're only pretending.
Just stay strong

I don't know what's up with people who like to say Sorry a lot of time. Once is enough. You don't have to keep repeating it. and if you already said Sorry and the person don't care..Then don't bother! One day,they will learn to forgive you!

So yeah,that's all.

Anyway,this blog is best viewed in Safari! Get that,not Internet Explorer nor Mozilla Firefox. So if it's ugly,then i don't care. Use your Safari browser then!

Bye


This is the post for Faiz the cute one :)

Faiz wrote a stupid post on me. Claiming i'm a bxtch and all.
TBH,i don't have the mood to talk about him..
So i'm just gonna say he's cute and ok fine i am NOT cute k.

Bye

Heidi i love it when u call me xxxtherxxxker
and u called me cute =)
I guess everyone's not in the mood today. Met Heidi and Manissa before school and we went to school together. I didn't want to go alone. For maths,Ms Lim gave us a lot of time to do algebra.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND

Assembly was not draggy so it's cool. Literature,only 1 group performed because the rest were not ready. Zhi Qian was funny i guess. Haha,i gave them not so good marks and Heidi wanted me to change but i ignored her! Then we headed back to class and did group work.

Mr chia relieved us for English and now then he knows about UV rays! Hahahaha. And he kept us waiting to greet him because the class was 'not ready'. Then we did our worksheet. PW was boring.

After school,Heidi had to take her Mock Exam and i waited for her. I am so good. I waited in the classroom alone,and it's just weird. Being alone...in the classroom. Anyway,i called Fazil because he wanted to talk to me. The rest of the time i just read and i finished the book! Heidi came along after that.

We also had fire drill just now. It's just too soft to hear. If there's a real fire,i guess we'd be dead by now. Hahaha.

I don't know why..But i miss you..

Today will be my last day for a month and I won't be seeing my laptop again. Because my brother decided to bring this overseas! I hate using desktop and I can't use my sister's because it's secured. Guess it will be a good break for me from the computer!

&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN JACOB WALKER! HAPPY 23RD! 




Bye

Tuesday, September 16, 2008




Just now school was ok. Quite boring i can say. Had home econs exam and i was panicking because i didn't really know how to cook. So Ohnmar and me just dumped everything and cook. Seriously i don't know how to cook exactly. But did quite well..a lot of people wanted spaghetti but not me. I did macaroni. Science was funny because of Mr Chia! He's dumb. Go press internet and search,k?

Hahaha,then after school went to the Lib because Heidi haven't see Umar yet. And she was happy and nervy at the same time. Haha Afiq cute ah. And Manissa got angry and ran away from us and Hakimi had to chase her. So bollywood! Hahahah. But had fun with Zane at the library. He was angry when we made noise because he was reading comic and we keep shifting place.

Ok bye :)
Heidi is a cutie
But when she farts,it's smelly.
She think she's sexy
And loves to eat jelly.

Manissa is so cool
But she laughs like a fool
She loves to eat
But she hates me

Faiz is a hottie
But he is very nottie
He loves Green Day
and certainly loves to play!

Hajar always gets excited
When she sees someone naked
She loves listening to music
And most of the time is lethargic!

(I edited mine and Heidi's abit because it sucks.
i just remembered,my brother is leaving in 2 days
and i'll not be seeing him in 1 month time.
2 weeks (or lesser) in Japan
and 2 weeks (or more/less) in Uzbekistan.
My mom's gonna go in 2 weeks.
1st day of raya..and my bro's not in for first day of raya.
What a year!

so i'm gonna go to his room and spend every night there..studying. I swear,i'm gonna do it. I'm gonna sleep for abit. I really need to study. I feel so slacky and i need tests to help me see where my standard are. No point revising if you're not gonna see how you're doing. So...

What.
Im bored i dont want to study because im not in the mood

Hahah just now before lib i was also saying rhymes. I was making everything rhyme seriously! and kinda asked me to shut up. But i just kept doing it. And then me and faiz was like continuing each other and heidi joined in. Manissa did for abit because she's got not much idea.

i got no one to hang w/ tmr. I'll just see how it goes.

bye
today school was ok. i hate my mum seriously,she spoiled my entire day which was cool and all. wth,nag nag nag. got life or not? u think i like you so much?

had mt for first period and then did formal letter. i was panic because i don't know wht to write!! but i finished fast in the end,so tmr she say for those who've done free period. yes ah,heidi also finish already so it's cool. so i can talk to her and disturb he whatever.

had reading period,what was i doing? wait..oh sitting with heidi man and faiz. joked arnd as usual. blabla

maths was ok. i got 32/50 for mock test. i was ok. but i was 1 mark away from B3..just my luck! actually i want to get an A2 but seeing my past tests,getting a B for maths is great! I'm over my probability test which Heidi got the same marks as me. I love her hahhaha.

Recess time i was writing poem about us. It was funny. Heidi cutie..Blabla..Hajar gets excited..Faiz is a hottie,Manissa is so cool. Hahaha.

then had science. No mr su! But of course mr chia. he is so funny i tell you. he don't know ultraviolet stuff and asks us to 'PRESS INTERNET' what fxk? He is obviously stupid! Erfi was laughing at him alot hahaha.

English we listened to convos. Omg erfi laughed alot also..Then Mrs tan want people to read out loud in class. As usual,faiz and manissa and heidi bastard me! Wth but she didn't notice. But i also did it anyway. I was the first person! Cool eh. I speaked v loud! I can know uknow. hahhaa. then zane did and then heidi!

Home econs exam..we didn't know how to cook. So ohnmar and me anyhow cook. Erfi v funny! Cook spaghetti..and put A LOT of pepper. I just boiled the macaroni and then just dumped everything together and cook! I feel sick,very very sick.

Went to library aft schl. Zane tagged along because in the morning i asked him. Hahaha,he was angry because we're noisy. I felt sick and i hate the china woman librarian! Look at us like what fuck! Big fuck ah. Then i stared at her and called her 'From China'. Manissa was kinda angry and stomped off. Hakimi went after her. Hahaha heidi said it's like Bollywood story. But cute yknow. Then afiq and umar sat w/ us. I was talking too much because i HATE the silence. Heidi as usual shy.

Wanted to stalk them but halfway lazy. Ok bye im tired.

Monday, September 15, 2008



This song is the sexx man.

Today was ok. PE was free period woo. It was raining in the morning and when i woke up my brother was in the toilet bathing wtf! so i waited. then rained so heavily. i was soooo lazy to go to school seriously. but another reason was,i did not want my shoes to get dirty,i was really worried. i am so retarded. so i went to school and be careful haha i did not get it dirty lucky!

heidi and manissa was in so i went to talk to them..then kok leng come. stupid shit ahhaha. he was checking everyone's attire but no one gives a damn. then i went back to my sit and read until halfway thru i went and sit with heidi man and faiz. just joked arnd as usual.

mt was ok for today. she was quite funny and heidi think she's pretty. during recess heidi went home which was sad. manissa waited for her and me and faiz had to go up. went and sit at my place and erfi made an airplane and amarjeeeet played with it. lol he accidentally shoot it outside and i had to go and take hahaha. he was pleading!

during lit did not bring my textbook,lost it so had to write lines. she told us 30 i was like wth,so little might as well dont write and she didn't even ask us to hand it in..whatever. weren't even paying attention

history joined table with faiz and we were like singing! hahahah

'I love KUM-BENG,I hate KOK-LENG'
'AAAA-YAM'
'It's pink bitch,it's pink bitch,she's totally pink'

Not paying attention again and ms tan looked at us again and again but who gives a damn,fucking no one hahahhaa.

science blablabla faiz made me get scolded for no reason. he was like playing with the tap and i was also haha,then mr su was like 'hajar and friend,if u cant sit together in peace,i will have to change your place' like i give a damn. i did not do anything wrong. then i was suggesting we wrote a song during science because i feel like falling asleep! and we did. haha title : Ugly Betty

Then had mock exam(maths) and fazil called me in the mid of it. i can feel the vibration but resisted from picking it up! mock exam was ok. one of the q was so difficult everyone was complaining after the mock. it was really difficult. use formula also v diff!

& I passed Probability and Data analysis math test! I got 43/50 and i was damn happy! But bryan got 44. Haha. It's worth studying. Heidi and Faiz can do better. Must be careless. Faiz careless because he did not put braces. Lol funny.

Aft that,Manissa said Umaru was at the lib,so we decided to check it out. I was complaining about my bag because it's like bulging out. So manissa stopped me and arranged my bag for me. I was laughing like mad and they told me to stop being excited. Then it was okay already. I swear tmr ,im not gona bring any heavy stuff. Hahahha.

So we took bus and i was quiet inside the bus,dont wanna get excited again. Oh ya got singing!!! We sang in the ayer and it was so funny!! LIKE SUPER FUNNY! Faiz was imitating me hahaha.

Then at the lib watching out for Umar..Hahahaha Then we saw him and hahaha he's cute. Then saw Afiq cuter nyeh. Manissa and me decided he was copy and paste. Like in pic also look the same but Hakimi look better in real life hahhaha.

U know Faiz idiotic. He scribbled on my hand because wanna draw heart shape (what shit!!!) then one dot on my leg. My handphone he throw..Then we were like laughing about cut and paste stuff. Laugh so hard Manissa was irritated i think hahaha.

Then went home deciding which bus to take. 98 or 99 . I cannot take 99 and Manissa cannot take 98. Manissa ask me ' Eh 99 bustop far,lazy walk ah' Then i replied 'NVM,i can go take with you what!' Manissa 'Then alight where?' Hajar 'Oh ya,i forgot!! Hahaha rumah nenek ah hahaha' Took 98 in the end cos it came first woohooo.

K bye this is a long stupid post bye byebye.

Sunday, September 14, 2008




Just now went to the library. TBH,i dont want to go. But damn,i remembered the books that need to be returned,like 4 of them. My bag,ok whatever FAIZ bag was heavy because of the books. Can say i was struggling! Then still got the hoodie inside which i did not use because i was not cold at all tho Heidi and Manissa was cold. I wonder what's so cold? I mean ok whatever,thick skin.

We studied peacefully at first,i was like talking shit a lot and Heidi keep asking me to keep quiet hahahhaa. Manissa was like what's wrong with you. Wth,im always like this okay.

It was okay studying but state the obvious,we got distracted. Hahaha,heidi and umar. We called Umaru first (Hahaha,umaru is very cute mind you..) Then he was kinda irritated i think. So we ended the call. Then we were like,wtf.. But nvm eh,because we're DUH irritating. Whatever. Man,im starting to say Whatever again. Damn bitchy. Hahaha i will stop saying it asap alright.

Then called Hakimi blabla. Keep saying Merepek whatever. It was really funny i swear. Heidi was so happy Hahahaha and Manissa too. I was joking to Heidi alot because I love her. Lol she hates all this lezzy stuff...

Then went to JP because no mood to study. Hahaha i was defending Umaru when Heidi talked about him..Heidi is so cute hahahahaha. Then Manissa took picture woo cute. Of course who's friend?

Went to Popular because heidi wanted to buy ting tings album. but it's not available. So we went aroud and bought stuff. Then went to Polar bought food then went to Fox. The sale's over.. And the new stock are fcking nice. Hahaha u know what? Me and Heidi was fighting over a piece of clothing. She saw the purple one first and then after she walked away i saw a white one and it was damn nice. Then she came back and then say,eh this is nice i wanna buy it. So i said i saw it first and im going to buy it. Then in the end we walked out..Hahahah Music Junction was ok I was freaking because there's TAI album and Pretty.Odd. Hahhaha i seriously freaked out ok.

Then went to Giordano and Heidi saw this cute guy.  Then when walking out she turned and i also turned then she was like' hajar!' lol i asked her what and i said you're the one who stared at him first. I bet manissa was rolling her eyes. Hahahha.

Supermarket to  buy Knorr hhahha,we thought it was Noh at first. Then my mum said Knorr and we were right infront of it! Queued so long and then home.

Today was okay. I was not in so good mood eh. But still talk shit haha. Heidi called me motherfucker and i rmbered and somemore tell me that im fasting. Then she pinched me inside the MRT because of singh! Fck you. Hhaha

I know Heidi likes Umar isn't it obvious dear? And Manissa likes Hakimi lol. at least i think so,because she was so cool when calling Hakimi. heh. 

Hha then manissa said. Imagine Hajar holding hands with Afiq. I was LOL-ing. Then Heidi say it's not possible because she i know her. How much do you know me dear?? Hahah
& She also said,i dont think she does that with guys. She always do those stuff to girls.

Hajar: So you really think i am lezzy eh?
Heidi : Eh no la
Hajar : Dont deny,OK FINE I LIKE GIRLS!
Manissa was laughing..

Hahah I love heidi!

Manissa was also like,eh why dont u guys wear high heels i dont like ah,im like too tall. I was like 'Ok fine i know im short,STOP MOCKING ME'

Manissa : No i'm not mocking it's just
Hajar : Bleah whatever i know im short
Manissa : No no
Hajar : Fine if u don't like then dont go out with me anymor

Heidi was like eh hajar!

I am short wtf u think i like it that way is it. Sigh.

Whatever it is................................................................................................................................I dont like to be short.
Fuck you this is the way im born whatever
Im too angry to type already bye


ok bye





Hahaha me and Heidi was telling her to pose. So cute eh!

I will fins the right time  make this blog publicagain
Anyway,here is the video to Love story by Taylor Swift.
Such a nice great song. 


I guess i don't want anyone reading about my life for awhile.
Im just angry at everyone at the moment.


Fuck my family,Fuck my friends,Fuck everyone else out there

Today went out to my grandma's place. I was not in the mood at all. I was silent all the while. 
Reach there i just studied maths formulas for mensuration and i did. 

Went online and Faiz was asking me to change his skin. I did and i was lazy to change anything else. So fucking demanding. Whatever. I'm not angry at him anywayz.
 
So what else? Nothing,i just dont want the public to know about my life,read it,talk about it,laugh about it..whatever.

Fuck them like i give a damnshit. Fuck i don't. I fucking love to swear and i dont fucking care. 

I'm so angry at everyone again and i am repeating it. Now i'm fucking going to sleep...Yes i am.

What do you take me for?  Fuck you,go find someone else. Oh she's right infront of you. Oh hell.

you are such an epic failure 

now,go fuck your mother.

Anywayz,hehe i don't feel like sleeping.
I tell you what i want to do now.

i want to travel around the whole world

I want to go to mexico,new york,san francisco,scotland,sydney,gold coast,beijing,philipines,london,spain,italy,paris,ireland,newcastle,cape town,anywhere in new zealand,toronto

First,i want to go and sit at the border between mexico and us. why? because i read a lot of stories about them. It's something like singapore and johor but way way way way longer and easier to sneak in? Hahaha the easiet example is Ugly Betty!

Next I want to go to Canada. Anywhere there toronto,edmonton calgary? Whatever as long as i go there and enjoy their wonderful weather. It's rather cold hehe. 

And why philipines? Because i want to see how poor and rich the people are. I guess they're like Indonesia but better?

Paris because i want to go up the Eiffel tower. And New Zealand because of nature,cape town because it's in africa,Newscastle because i like it. Scotland because of guys wearing kilt. New york because everyone wants to go there. San franciso because it's on the map,ok lame. Sydney because it's in Aussie. And gold coast because there's a sort of theme park,oh yes there is. And i also want to go to Geelong in Victoria,Melbourne which is in Australia because i want to see Ashlee woohoo. And yes Ireland to see Jurelle and Juno and see them in their uniform and see the Liffey.  You know why in their uniform? Because their uniform is not impressive. It's also an epic failure wooo.

One thing i want to do is ; Have sex before i die.
Who wants to die a virgin?

Haha bye 

Friday, September 12, 2008


Reminds me of geography! Hahahaha.. DO SOMETHING~
haha i almost forgot


HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY KHAIRIYAH


the joker! wooooooooo~ 14 blablaba.... stay happy haha.
hope u find your true love soon. LOL.

okbye!!!!!

betty


Love Story - Taylor Swift


was pouring heavily when i reached school! went to class and i was kinda tired. after sitting for awhile i did my geography essay which was actually a holiday homework. geo was first period so while she talk i was doing essay,bryan was doing it too.

she gave us our exam schedule and there's art exam which is so stupid. i hope this will be my last and final one! geography she just went through the slides and then i paid attention for awhile and then did another essay. i was also kinda studying for maths test. maths test was okay. i was so nervy that i'll do badly. god help me.

recess they got their cookies. manissa and heidi went to take it so i went to the bookshop with faiz. the bookshop aunty actually remembers my name. she was asking me why im always following faiz. i do not follow him everywhere for god sake! hahahha. then we sat down and joke around. heidi was of course being an idiot. betty,betty. MUAHZZ

english i just dragged my chair to the front and sat with heidi. it was ok. then had history. i wasn't paying attention at all. pink bitch,whtever.i was reading a book which ohnmar borrowed me until the end of the day. i was halfway thru and didn't finish it,so left me hanging. maths not paying attention,just went thru some graphs and anyway lynette & farah borrowed my maths portfolio.

didn't follow faiz to buy his notebook because i was lazy. whatever..idiot it was suppose to be my notebook hahahahhaha. nvm i know it's nice.

Let's end it here....


kankunkap,lol!!!

Thursday, September 11, 2008


such a tiring day and im still tired now because i fell asleep at the sofa. 

everyone wants to go home and sleep after mt haha. especially heidi. mr su is asking me to list down 12 worst rulers just because he caught me reading horrible histories. it was funny hahahah.
i dont think im going to do.

faiz finally changed bag with me. i didn't even know,when i got back to class he was passing me HIS bag which MY stuff inside haha don't bother already. we were still teasing khairul during mt! too bad. 



bye xoxo 

this is going crazy

Wednesday, September 10, 2008



I blog everyday right now and you might think i've got a lot of time. but i dont! hahaha. 

Maths was ok. Had to write on the big sheet of paper and i asked Manissa to bring for me because im too lazy to bring mine. Then i was really really paying attention,which was good. 

After MT,had science and it was perv cha who was teaching. not a lot of people were payingiz attention. & Faiz to my bag and used my notes and write in my notebook. He is crazy. He badly wants to change bag with me but i refused. Recess i was disturbing Heidi and Manissa because they were doing english which was actually due yesterday! hahaha Heidi keep asking me to shut up.  Bxtch,wait till i slap you. JK.

Had SEL and no Assembly. Faiz swopped places with me and i sat beside Jun De. Faiz was reading Horrible Histories at the back and somehow he fell asleep. And got scolded by Ms Lim. I was painting the cigarette while she teach lol! Then we had a bit of free time..

Ms straaten was not in school and we all were cheering! Seriously because all of us were not ready for the skit! I tried both Heidi's and Manissa's bro hoodie. So coolzx.  talked to faiz khairiyah khairul manissa heidi shahirah. We were all teasing Khairul and we asked him to do something. But he totally refused and the whole time we were bullying him. verbally. he keep saying he refuse to do it. it was damn funny! khairul also had 2 minutes of love. with someone hahha. Did audacity and then everyone was like 'talking' to themselves. hahaha cool or wht. after school bought thermometer,fck waste my money! haha faiz still wanted to change bag so i said tmz haha.

Heidi was excited to come to my house to do props. Met her and we bought stuff and went to my house and did props. retarded people do retarded things. we did car and clock. so much for nine in the afternoon thing hahaha.

now i shall go bye.


KHAIRUL YOU MUST DO IT OR ELSE BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES


talking to her,but messing with me

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Ms Lim wasn't in for Maths so we had 3 free periods before recess.

Read and did maths during the free periods. But after awhile got bored so i joined them. Hahaha. Faiz loves Mutators.. We didn't joke a lot and Heidi was yawning alot. Hahaha,so cute. When pervy cha wanted to enter the classroom,heidi covered her .... Hahahaha. Got back test marks. Mr Su was happy because or MSG was 2. 

English had to do letter writing. Faiz asked Mrs Tan to call my name and i had to go up and write the answer. Stupid pig. Hahaha. Then we did letter writing and Mrs Tan told us we had to finish it by today. I did not want to do but then i still got mine done. Then we had Home Econs. Did nothing much at the back. The whole class except Aung got A1 for Home Econs. Aung was like ' Teacher,i want 10' because he got 9 half for the test! Manissa and Faiz was scolding him because he was damn noisy. I just told him to shut up. 

After school had self-esteem workshop which was a bore. The whole class hates her because she gave us a stupid lecture about our character. The whole class was noisy. Bxtch.

Is this love.....?

Ok bye. Tmr im going to slap Heidi hahaha

Monday, September 08, 2008



Saturday had BBQ which was quite boring because there wasn't any real bbqing going on. Just slacked around and ate. It drizzled halfway spoiling the whole cool thing. Sunday woke up damn early and i don't feel like leaving the house so i sat at home and watched oprah and some other stuff. the rest of the day just slacked. Night went to accompany Fazil cut his hair. Too bad he got caught again today so it was useless. 

First day back to school after term break. It was okay i guess. We started with PE which was perv. Heidi got freaked out because Mr Chia was always staring at her. It was freaky as hell..he's so...pervy. Then did batting(?). Lol while getting the bat(?)..We were like fooling around and then we was like want to swing it towards Mr Kok Leng. Then Heidi pointed it towards him and said 'Watch Out'. Then he saw. And he said 'You want to beat me?' And then Heidi said 'I'm practicing with my friends'. Then we laughed so hard lol.

Recess we laughed so hard again because we got nothing better to do! Then had Maths and Ms Lim gave us a 'mahjong' paper. It was for revision. So big everyone was complaining. She told us to decorate it nicely but i didn't give a damn and just scribbled. Literature wrote a 'poem' without knowing it. Arvin should stop admiring Mrs Eddy so much except for her hair. Then History she was talking shit..I didn't know what i was doing. She was wearing HOT PINK! Bleah Pink Bitch.Then English was ok. Mrs Tan was back to teaching and for once,the lights are on during English.

Science was damn funny. Everything Mr Chia said was turned pervy! Manissa was laughing non-stop and even he got suspicious so i stopped laughing,which was hard to do because it was so pervy. It was actually not a perv lesson but then we turned it pervy. I think Heidi was kinda nervy. Had Maths extra lesson after school and we did proportion. Everyone was still complaining about the big sheet of paper!

Then Heidi wanted to go to the Library to practice the literature skit. I was lazy and insisted on going home first but in the end i just went. We made a lot of noise inside. I think we got excited about everything we were discussing. Talked about people talking in their sleep and it was damn funny! We got sssh-ed by the librarian. Left and went to Popular...Faiz was so quiet because he was giddy. I think it's because he did not eat enough for the day.

No maths tmr. Omg we got 3 free periods before recess. 

See tears running through my face




Bye xoxo

Friday, September 05, 2008


SK8ER BOY LIVE.

Thursday, September 04, 2008


Yesterday went for history lesson with manissa. while waiting for her,aung scared me. Damn you. The lesson was boring. Half of the class turned up and they weren't even paying much attention. Those who weren't fasting were eating in class. Then i went and on my music player and listened to it. Haha,we didn't even have to hide it because she don't care. 

Then after went to Faiz's house because he wanted to bake. I was lazy tbh but then just go. It was cool.No,U crazy bitch.we were like jokin around lots lol. The jam drop we made was superzx big. But then i did not get to see/taste the Chocolate something (I forgot). But then i bet it's nice because i had to go home halfway zz. Break-fasted with the whole family. Even my brother was home! 

Today as usual,woke up watch some cartoons and then went to wak star's place and we went to faatihah's house. i was cracking my brains for my maple password. damnit,i forgot! got crazy at faatihah's house but i was bored also. played 1 audition game but i still want to play maple. what's my damn password man! I tried all combinations but it did not work. Amirah Danial Faatihah and fazil was there..Played battleon and some gamehouse games on the laptop. 

I think Faatihah was like pissed off with us cos' we was using her desktop to play Audition and she wanted to use it LOL.







I think this pictures is LOVVVVVELY! Keltie & Ryan :)!


I tried it your way,but i got nothing to showw....


Tuesday, September 02, 2008

omg,i was listening to avril lavigne and realized i will be missing her concert. this is so unfair! i totally wanna go. damn damn damn :( and i bet it'll be like around 3 years later that she come back again. the last time was 2005 and it was good i loved it.

awwwwwril lavigne,im gonna miss you. she's not a damn bitch. oh i love miley too 
today went to fazil's house. woke up arnd 830 and then kids central still not on,so i fell asleep on the sofa. and then arnd 9 woke up and watch cartoon. omg why am i obsessed haha. 

then bathed and watched oprah. then fazil texted and i went over to his house. he havent bath when i came hahaha. do you know what he did the whole time i was there? edit 1 picture and it took him so $%&* long! watched alot of videos on youtube..and did nothing else much. hhahaha,tmr got history!

ok bye yaw. i wanna study :)

& Again happy 21st birthday to my one and only spencer james smith! 

when the walls around my heart are crumbling down...


HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SPENCER JAMES SMITH! 
when i get to meet you,i'll hug you! woohooo! 
xx



Monday, September 01, 2008

First day of fasting. It went great cos' i didn't think of food at all. Spent it alone. It was me,me and me and still me.

Yesterday watched alice upside down and it was a boring one. And it's quite different from the book unlike angus thongs and perfect snogging whoo!

today went to lib because i was bored and need a book. i finished reading the 3 books over the weekend,so... read finding grace and it was ok. quite boring i shall say! i had a hard time finding good books okay. 

it's obvious dear. i can see thru you clearly

happy fasting to everyone who fasts.. 
and happy holidays and study hard for end-of-year!

ok bye i'll come back again when im bored..