Chunji is on Hidden Track Romance on Mnet! I love him to death but the show was boring and it was downright fake! Maybe sweet at some parts but nothing too heart breaking! Honestly, i didn't even cringe a lot when i watch! I want to! But it was nice seeing him treating a girl right!

Anyway! Exams is in three weeks and i've been studying well! I'm working too on weekends and it's been tiring but oh well! I'm not complaining since i'll have extra cash on my hands! Teen Top's been doing good popularity wise i guess!

I'm tired and i have to get back to learning korean! I'm damn tired :( Goodbye and takecare!


CAP had to apologise for something he didn't do wrong or say wrong. It's just how people see things. Everyone see things differently and what he said is being misinterpreted by some bitches and they decided to spread the news around and get people to believe what their perception is. I hate that he have to suffer from this. No wonder we have to study CQ in school! Bitches don't study tsk.

My heart hurts for him but oh well it's just one of those controversy which people will forget quickly.

I'm tired! Goodnight!


I just got done reading My Guardian Angel and it's a good book.

I've not read in the longest time ever and i miss every single bit of it. I remember indulging myself in books every single night and making it a point to finish one every single night. I had no life! But it feels good y'know why? You can just indulge in the book and just escape from reality (at least for a while). You're actually playing the main character and sometimes, emotions get to you. I admit, i've cried a few times while reading.

Last time, i wonder a lot why people don't like to read. Because i used to read every single day but now that i've been on hiatus from reading for a while i realise that people tend to be busy with other stuff so they simply just don't have time to read. Not that they hate it or anything (Oh well, maybe some people might hate it).

Today school was fine. Had math lecture for an hour only because he went through the topics with us already. He's going to fast i think! I can't catch up :( But i'll try and work hard to make up for my slowness. And then we have DEL tutorial for an hour. He takes an hour to explain one question and that one hour i can finish up almost 4 DEL questions. Sigh! Then i went home and totally skipped AEL lecture. I simply do not have the intention of going for that class! Went for track instead and the training was short because over the weekends some trackers have a mini competition or something! Best of luck for them <3

I'm going to get updated on Teen Top now! Oh and talking about them i received their albums yesterday! A total of 6 albums! And i got 3 Changjo photocards, 1 Niel, 1 L.Joe and 1 Chunji! Awesome, at least i got Chunji but fuck i didn't get Ricky! Damn bummed :(

Ok i'll go now since i have FBC recruitment camp tomorrow <3 Love~

The boys comeback on Mnet Countdown!

They didn't win anything since they're #6! I'm proud but we fans could've done much better to fulfill their wishes. It sucks that Loen is not distributing the digital rights for international sales. Then what do international fans do? Sit and watch the boys? Yeah we can buy more albums but that'll burn our pockets! Digital are way cheaper! I cried when i heard this, i felt so helpless like I didn't do well enough for the boys but i know it's not really our fault. Oh well, let them big ass group shine! Y'know, it's not about the song anymore, it's all about how large the fandom is. Crazy is an awesome song, how can people not love it? It's damn upbeat and addictive just like any clubby song! Maybe it's just me? I honestly don't think so. Oh well, i really dont know!

So school's been really busy these days what more with track! I will reach home almost 10pm everyday! I keep up with updates but soon i will just not update myself a lot since exams are coming really soon! I keep telling myself this...Oh well! Goodbye and goodnight!

You know the feeling of loving someone so much it hurts? There's always the cliche question of 'Would you rather be loved but never love, or love but never be loved?'.

My honest answer to this question is to love. It doesn't matter if the person doesn't reply your love and loving someone is the best feeling you can ever have. Just a smile on their face and it really makes your day. I'm madly in love with someone i've not really met properly and probably doesn't know of my existence. People may call me crazy, retarded and obsessive but the truth is that it doesn't matter. They are not in my position to feel how i feel. The feeling is good but sometimes to overwhelming.

These days, i feel hurt. I've gone to the extend of being hurt when in fact the other party doesn't even know it's hurting me. Your perfection hurts. I love you so much, i wanna shower you with so much love and just hug you and never let go. Knowing the fact that it will not happen just...saddens me a lot. You guys will never know the feeling i swear.

This post is pretty pointless because i will just come across as someone retarded but i need to let this off somewhere. Head over heels over someone who doesn't know of your existence.

Oh right, i'll just go off now!