Common Test Week

I'm so tired from studying! I've been studying a hell lot these days since it's the common test week! Been re-doing the same questions for BioPhysics that my brain is about to burst. Oh well, i really needa score well for this one! And the past two papers have had no mercy on us at all! Pointless doing the past year papers since it's absolutely one of the hardest papers over the years to me. Can't believe it i find it difficult after the amount of studying i've put into! More than last semester because i really need to get my grades up this semester! Damn i need a miracle to happen!

Anyway, been listening to Boyfriend - I'll be there for quite a lot these days! I don't get it, they've got a lot of anti-fans. And one of the highest ranked anti-fancafe. Life's like that! I better get back to BioPhysics now!

Jalja yo~~

Secret Life

I am fucked up...

I don't think it's me but i won't say harsh words about them.
It's a need not a want. No one in this world ever understand this and no ever will.
You know in life, you can depend on no one but yourself.
I live on that saying now. I've been through real bad times and the only person i can count on?

Me! You think i have a lot of money but you don't know. You think i spend all my money saving up for rainy days but you have no idea. The life that i'm living, you don't know. I may look normal but you have no clue. And that's because you don't understand. You don't give me space to do stuff like this. You think that you can prevent me from doing all these things but i'm old enough. I know how to deal with stuff. I'm not stupid and you know that.

A lot of people say you will regret what you're doing now, spending money like this. They will never love you, never remember you, never notice you....all those 'never will happen' stuff. You don't know the feeling of living life like this. It's not normal. They may never know how we feel and what we go through for them, but we love this feeling. At least I do. It doesn't matter. $500? I'll save up in time, i will go through any means to get that money.

I don't even know what i'm talking about. My life is probably not a secret anymore. I hate it actually. Like the fuck you following me on twitter for? Do you even know it's me? My name is not anywhere near my u/n. We don't even have the same interest.

Oh gosh i should really stop babbling on and on.

Common Tests next week! Bye guys :)