CAP had to apologise for something he didn't do wrong or say wrong. It's just how people see things. Everyone see things differently and what he said is being misinterpreted by some bitches and they decided to spread the news around and get people to believe what their perception is. I hate that he have to suffer from this. No wonder we have to study CQ in school! Bitches don't study tsk.
My heart hurts for him but oh well it's just one of those controversy which people will forget quickly.
I'm tired! Goodnight!
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Friday, January 13, 2012
Your Guardian Angel
I just got done reading My Guardian Angel and it's a good book.
I've not read in the longest time ever and i miss every single bit of it. I remember indulging myself in books every single night and making it a point to finish one every single night. I had no life! But it feels good y'know why? You can just indulge in the book and just escape from reality (at least for a while). You're actually playing the main character and sometimes, emotions get to you. I admit, i've cried a few times while reading.
Last time, i wonder a lot why people don't like to read. Because i used to read every single day but now that i've been on hiatus from reading for a while i realise that people tend to be busy with other stuff so they simply just don't have time to read. Not that they hate it or anything (Oh well, maybe some people might hate it).
Today school was fine. Had math lecture for an hour only because he went through the topics with us already. He's going to fast i think! I can't catch up :( But i'll try and work hard to make up for my slowness. And then we have DEL tutorial for an hour. He takes an hour to explain one question and that one hour i can finish up almost 4 DEL questions. Sigh! Then i went home and totally skipped AEL lecture. I simply do not have the intention of going for that class! Went for track instead and the training was short because over the weekends some trackers have a mini competition or something! Best of luck for them <3
I'm going to get updated on Teen Top now! Oh and talking about them i received their albums yesterday! A total of 6 albums! And i got 3 Changjo photocards, 1 Niel, 1 L.Joe and 1 Chunji! Awesome, at least i got Chunji but fuck i didn't get Ricky! Damn bummed :(
Ok i'll go now since i have FBC recruitment camp tomorrow <3 Love~
I've not read in the longest time ever and i miss every single bit of it. I remember indulging myself in books every single night and making it a point to finish one every single night. I had no life! But it feels good y'know why? You can just indulge in the book and just escape from reality (at least for a while). You're actually playing the main character and sometimes, emotions get to you. I admit, i've cried a few times while reading.
Last time, i wonder a lot why people don't like to read. Because i used to read every single day but now that i've been on hiatus from reading for a while i realise that people tend to be busy with other stuff so they simply just don't have time to read. Not that they hate it or anything (Oh well, maybe some people might hate it).
Today school was fine. Had math lecture for an hour only because he went through the topics with us already. He's going to fast i think! I can't catch up :( But i'll try and work hard to make up for my slowness. And then we have DEL tutorial for an hour. He takes an hour to explain one question and that one hour i can finish up almost 4 DEL questions. Sigh! Then i went home and totally skipped AEL lecture. I simply do not have the intention of going for that class! Went for track instead and the training was short because over the weekends some trackers have a mini competition or something! Best of luck for them <3
I'm going to get updated on Teen Top now! Oh and talking about them i received their albums yesterday! A total of 6 albums! And i got 3 Changjo photocards, 1 Niel, 1 L.Joe and 1 Chunji! Awesome, at least i got Chunji but fuck i didn't get Ricky! Damn bummed :(
Ok i'll go now since i have FBC recruitment camp tomorrow <3 Love~
Thursday, January 12, 2012
2nd Week of Comeback

The boys comeback on Mnet Countdown!
They didn't win anything since they're #6! I'm proud but we fans could've done much better to fulfill their wishes. It sucks that Loen is not distributing the digital rights for international sales. Then what do international fans do? Sit and watch the boys? Yeah we can buy more albums but that'll burn our pockets! Digital are way cheaper! I cried when i heard this, i felt so helpless like I didn't do well enough for the boys but i know it's not really our fault. Oh well, let them big ass group shine! Y'know, it's not about the song anymore, it's all about how large the fandom is. Crazy is an awesome song, how can people not love it? It's damn upbeat and addictive just like any clubby song! Maybe it's just me? I honestly don't think so. Oh well, i really dont know!
So school's been really busy these days what more with track! I will reach home almost 10pm everyday! I keep up with updates but soon i will just not update myself a lot since exams are coming really soon! I keep telling myself this...Oh well! Goodbye and goodnight!
Sunday, January 08, 2012
Fantasy
You know the feeling of loving someone so much it hurts? There's always the cliche question of 'Would you rather be loved but never love, or love but never be loved?'.
My honest answer to this question is to love. It doesn't matter if the person doesn't reply your love and loving someone is the best feeling you can ever have. Just a smile on their face and it really makes your day. I'm madly in love with someone i've not really met properly and probably doesn't know of my existence. People may call me crazy, retarded and obsessive but the truth is that it doesn't matter. They are not in my position to feel how i feel. The feeling is good but sometimes to overwhelming.
These days, i feel hurt. I've gone to the extend of being hurt when in fact the other party doesn't even know it's hurting me. Your perfection hurts. I love you so much, i wanna shower you with so much love and just hug you and never let go. Knowing the fact that it will not happen just...saddens me a lot. You guys will never know the feeling i swear.
This post is pretty pointless because i will just come across as someone retarded but i need to let this off somewhere. Head over heels over someone who doesn't know of your existence.
Oh right, i'll just go off now!
My honest answer to this question is to love. It doesn't matter if the person doesn't reply your love and loving someone is the best feeling you can ever have. Just a smile on their face and it really makes your day. I'm madly in love with someone i've not really met properly and probably doesn't know of my existence. People may call me crazy, retarded and obsessive but the truth is that it doesn't matter. They are not in my position to feel how i feel. The feeling is good but sometimes to overwhelming.
These days, i feel hurt. I've gone to the extend of being hurt when in fact the other party doesn't even know it's hurting me. Your perfection hurts. I love you so much, i wanna shower you with so much love and just hug you and never let go. Knowing the fact that it will not happen just...saddens me a lot. You guys will never know the feeling i swear.
This post is pretty pointless because i will just come across as someone retarded but i need to let this off somewhere. Head over heels over someone who doesn't know of your existence.
Oh right, i'll just go off now!
Friday, January 06, 2012
Teen Top's 2nd Mini Album - It's
Teen Top just released this just now! They're now back with It's, title song Crazy! I am very proud of this comeback because everyone grew up a lot and well. Comparing them to Clap days, you'll be surprised at how much these boys have grown! I'm glad i got to know them because they've been a great blessing in my life. Though i spend a lot, i don't mind! I'm happy and if you don't spend your money will you ever know what it's actually worth? No.
Honestly, this is a great track. It's very catchy and there's a generous amount of English in the song! Since K-pop have gone international i personally feel it's awesome. Everyone can relate to the song! and sing a lot during the English parts too!
I have to get back to my work now but yeah Teen Top is awesome! Bye~
Happy New Year
Happy New Year everyone!
I've been wanting to blog since the new year's but i didn't find time for it! Too busy waiting for Teen Top's comeback and finishing up last-minute essays! Right now, i'm even rushing my DEL project! I haven't even touched on the theory, i'm just doing research since i want to use the computer!
Let me rant on 2011 a little.
2011 has been a really great and eventful year for me. A lot of things happened in just one year. I mean like sure, one year is quite long but a lot of things happened. And i probably spend a lot too, more then ever! And i didn't have any major exams to focus on or anything so i had a lot of freedom!
First we start the new year with work! I worked the first 4 months of the year. It was quite sad leaving Grand Hyatt because 4 months may be an awfully short time for work but i made a lot of great friends there! I love them all a lot and i still do to this day! The pinoys bellman, the part-timers bell man, doorman and all! Sigh, i miss them just talking about it! I remember Yuri but she left in mid-March! And then one Cel also left but i heard she came back? I'm not sure but i'll treasure all that! We're all friends on facebook which makes it a lot better!
Next school starts and though it wasn't a good start (I thought everyone in my class was an asshole because they were awfully quiet not that i'm any better) but it got a lot better as the semester pass by because we became very close! School was very tiring because we don't have a fixed schedule. The modules was quite tough and i study quite hard for all of them. In mid July (15 July) to be exact was the first time i saw Teen Top! It was a blessful experience! I love every minute of it. Oh before that i attended a concert on 19 April (Justin Bieber) and 9 May (Avril Lavigne). They were good but i wasn't very impressed like i was with Green Day but i'm glad i saw them live! Teen Top was great on stage and i met a great Thai Angel, Emi! I was with her throughout everything and she's really kind so i'm glad! Unfortunately, they had to rush back after KMW because they are scheduled for their comeback very soon!
And so Semester one ends! But it wasn't over there for me, no break! I was accepted for Overseas Immersion Programme in China! It was the best experience of my life. Before the trip, i only knew 4 people (Syafiqah, Mardhiyyah and Stephanie) but after the trip i made a lot of great friends. The experience there is one which money can't buy. We learn to be independent and surviving in China as a Muslim is really difficult but with the help of Stephanie who can converse in Chinese well, we managed to get to eat a lot of good food! Halal! It's called 'Qin Zheng' in China. Glad i signed up for the trip and got accepted. We even had to juggle 2 modules there. Having our tests and exams :) But Mr Seng was a great mentor and very flexible. Shopping was great and going to Beijing with only the group was a good experience too! Sigh, i really really miss those times there. It's like i'm living in a fantasy. Hazim was a great companion and without him we'd probably can't travel anywhere since we need a guy with us all the time! Weather was cooling too unlike Singapore. We met other international students like Korean, Russian, Thai and Indonesian! Studying overseas is really a breathtaking experience! I will definitely visit that place again someday. Tianjin!
Came back and Hari Raya was over. We only had 9 days left of the holidays! Made the best out of it and back to school! By then it was already October and i think Semester 2.1 was quite okay! Didn't sleep in class as much as i did in Semester 1. In November, i went for Sundown Festival and it was the second time i saw Teen Top. This time, i took stalker van and booked a room in the hotel. Oh hell yeah, it was all worth my money! And then we had our tests which i guess i studied very hard for! And i got a part-time job as stewarding. It wasn't very new to me but i'm glad i experienced hardship before! Maybe it's not that hard compared to other part of the world, but still!
And then in late December, i went for Block B's showcase which was totally unexpected! Oh well, it was awesome and they were great live!
That gladly summed up my year!
Timeline
<19 April> Justin Bieber's concert - $198
<9 May> Avril Lavigne's concert - $145
<15 July> Korean Music Wave - $285
<1 September - 8 October> Tianjin, China OIP
<26 November> Sundown Festival - $148
<29 December> Block B Showcase - $60
That's the amount i spent on concert in 2011! I probably spent a lot more especially for Sundown Festival and Teen Top's merchandise!
Happy new year and may god bless everyone!
Glad i made this new year post! <3
I've been wanting to blog since the new year's but i didn't find time for it! Too busy waiting for Teen Top's comeback and finishing up last-minute essays! Right now, i'm even rushing my DEL project! I haven't even touched on the theory, i'm just doing research since i want to use the computer!
Let me rant on 2011 a little.
2011 has been a really great and eventful year for me. A lot of things happened in just one year. I mean like sure, one year is quite long but a lot of things happened. And i probably spend a lot too, more then ever! And i didn't have any major exams to focus on or anything so i had a lot of freedom!
First we start the new year with work! I worked the first 4 months of the year. It was quite sad leaving Grand Hyatt because 4 months may be an awfully short time for work but i made a lot of great friends there! I love them all a lot and i still do to this day! The pinoys bellman, the part-timers bell man, doorman and all! Sigh, i miss them just talking about it! I remember Yuri but she left in mid-March! And then one Cel also left but i heard she came back? I'm not sure but i'll treasure all that! We're all friends on facebook which makes it a lot better!
Next school starts and though it wasn't a good start (I thought everyone in my class was an asshole because they were awfully quiet not that i'm any better) but it got a lot better as the semester pass by because we became very close! School was very tiring because we don't have a fixed schedule. The modules was quite tough and i study quite hard for all of them. In mid July (15 July) to be exact was the first time i saw Teen Top! It was a blessful experience! I love every minute of it. Oh before that i attended a concert on 19 April (Justin Bieber) and 9 May (Avril Lavigne). They were good but i wasn't very impressed like i was with Green Day but i'm glad i saw them live! Teen Top was great on stage and i met a great Thai Angel, Emi! I was with her throughout everything and she's really kind so i'm glad! Unfortunately, they had to rush back after KMW because they are scheduled for their comeback very soon!
And so Semester one ends! But it wasn't over there for me, no break! I was accepted for Overseas Immersion Programme in China! It was the best experience of my life. Before the trip, i only knew 4 people (Syafiqah, Mardhiyyah and Stephanie) but after the trip i made a lot of great friends. The experience there is one which money can't buy. We learn to be independent and surviving in China as a Muslim is really difficult but with the help of Stephanie who can converse in Chinese well, we managed to get to eat a lot of good food! Halal! It's called 'Qin Zheng' in China. Glad i signed up for the trip and got accepted. We even had to juggle 2 modules there. Having our tests and exams :) But Mr Seng was a great mentor and very flexible. Shopping was great and going to Beijing with only the group was a good experience too! Sigh, i really really miss those times there. It's like i'm living in a fantasy. Hazim was a great companion and without him we'd probably can't travel anywhere since we need a guy with us all the time! Weather was cooling too unlike Singapore. We met other international students like Korean, Russian, Thai and Indonesian! Studying overseas is really a breathtaking experience! I will definitely visit that place again someday. Tianjin!
Came back and Hari Raya was over. We only had 9 days left of the holidays! Made the best out of it and back to school! By then it was already October and i think Semester 2.1 was quite okay! Didn't sleep in class as much as i did in Semester 1. In November, i went for Sundown Festival and it was the second time i saw Teen Top. This time, i took stalker van and booked a room in the hotel. Oh hell yeah, it was all worth my money! And then we had our tests which i guess i studied very hard for! And i got a part-time job as stewarding. It wasn't very new to me but i'm glad i experienced hardship before! Maybe it's not that hard compared to other part of the world, but still!
And then in late December, i went for Block B's showcase which was totally unexpected! Oh well, it was awesome and they were great live!
That gladly summed up my year!
Timeline
<19 April> Justin Bieber's concert - $198
<9 May> Avril Lavigne's concert - $145
<15 July> Korean Music Wave - $285
<1 September - 8 October> Tianjin, China OIP
<26 November> Sundown Festival - $148
<29 December> Block B Showcase - $60
That's the amount i spent on concert in 2011! I probably spent a lot more especially for Sundown Festival and Teen Top's merchandise!
Happy new year and may god bless everyone!
Glad i made this new year post! <3
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