Why can't you just be happy for me?

It's July. Of course Imma start with... Oh how long it's been since I last updated this blog. But let's just skip all that because I bet no one's reading and yeah. But it's July now and oh my god, so many things have happened. After Jakarta trip in March, I went to Korea in May! Yeah, after Jakarta trip the boys announced their No.1 Tour which is their first ever concert. Before that I was like 'Oh my god when will I see them again, I will miss them' and then BAM! a concert. There was any thought lingering, I definitely had to go because I waited for the concert since last year. And guess what? I was having Internship (still am, I have 2 weeks left) but nothing can stop me. Like ever, if i want something, I will get it. Don't ask me how, but I managed to go for the concert. Though it was only 5 days, I enjoyed it dearly. Took the plane out to Korea alone because I wanted to reach earlier. Yawen and Melly took their flight the next day. It wasn't any bother flying alone because I've been to Taiwan before but...this flight seems to go on forever. I got super duper restless in the plane. Maybe partly cos I was watching a super sad movie and cried my eyes out. Needless to say, they were swollen once we landed. Point of this trip, I had fun, I watched my boys 2 days in a row. Oh man, it was the best thing ever. Best concert ever..EVER. I can die peacefully now. I am not even kidding. Yawen and Melly brought me around well and fed me good food. We ate a lot of super good food and my favorite was Abiko Curry & Infinite's ice-cream - I forgot it's name, they were endorsing it and it was some weird pronunciation anyway. Second day of Concert, we arrived late like 2 songs into the concert because we got stuck in traffic. Well not really. We went to watch Dream Team at Gyeonggi-do. We left like 1 hour 45 minutes before or something and it was so difficult to get a taxi to the subway. Once we got it, the train didn't move for like 10 minutes. And then we decided to take a cab. So difficult to find a cab that wants to drive to Seoul and when we finally got on a cab, we dropped off somewhere weird and then..we had to take ANOTHER cab which went round the campus until we finally reach the Tiger Dome. Oh well..cried my eyes out for Angel for the 2nd day. It was so memorable. Sobs. Had to leave our dorm super early the next day because my flight is at 10am. Ugh, supa dupa fucked up internship! I would've stayed longer if i could. Another flight back home alone. Oh now i remember, i didn't eat anything that they served on my flight to Korea because it was disgusting lol. The flight back I forced myself to eat and I had such a huge headache. Since i was travelling alone, I got the window seat and I was hoping no one sits next to me (there wasn't anyone on the way to Korea) but unfortunately some Ahjumma sat next to me. She slept throughout the flight and when I wanted to pee I had to like shake her. Ugh bothersome. Ok now Internship is fine. Ending soon in 2 weeks and though it started off really horribly. I mean I wasn't used to such a fix schedule and you can't be late cos it's work. I wanted to quit in my first 2 weeks but it got a lot better after that and I've learned to embrace working life. Sleep early - Wake up early that kinda thing. But the crowd in the train still annoys me. Whatever, life's like that /shrugs/.Doing my final report now and I have so much to write but I'm so worried cos my English ain't good anymore. I want to go on a trip again and I badly wanna go Hong Kong (for IDK what reason). But I've no motivation to search for flights, set aside time and stuff. Wanna live life one day at a time these days. HAHA....... And I like this guy. OMG can't believe I'm saying this out loud. I don't even know if I like him? Like i think about him and if he's eating well and what he's doing and all. But REALLY FEELINGS? You should go, I ain't got time for ya. Ok I'll see you in a few months then. My #nowplaying - THE SUMMMER SET (BOOMERANG) XOXO FUNERALROMANCE